A/N: Over to the side, a stunning gif of Boo Bear. Enjoy and you're welcome ;) Also, this fanfic might be going a little bit fast, but you'll find out why soon!
It'd been two days since my mind twisted. I'd come out of my room, however, only to grab some food. I'd spoke to all the boys; however, we only exchanged a few words each day. It was as if I was in my own little world, I didn't really pay attention to anything that was going on. That day was the day we had to go back to the studio to record some tracks therefore I would have to face all the boys for the whole day. Specially Louis. I haven't told anyone about what happened that night; however, I had grabbed a pen and a piece of paper and wrote down what I'd been feeling.
I need exception from the rules of attraction
'cause I really, really, really can't accept them
You're so above me in the measure of beauty
And I don't think it's fair that that should stop me
I know that you'll never see the heart that beats underneath...
I put a line through it.
Lou looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see
That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be
No, that didn't seem right either.
If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along so why can't you see
You belong with me
Why couldn't I write the perfect song about my current feelings? Usually, writing songs came easy for me; I'd the ability to write at least five awesome songs in a week. What happened? I looked up and into the mirror on the other side of the room. I could clearly see my tear-stained cheeks and immediately tried to wipe them with the dry sleeve of my grey hoodie.
Until you're mine, I have to find
A way to fill this hole inside
I can't survive without you here by my side
Until you're mine, not gonna be
Even close to complete
I won't rest until you're mine
I'd headed towards my window and opened it, letting the cold air flow into my room.
If you just realize
What I just realized
That we'd be perfect for each other
And we'll never find another
What I just realized
We'd never have to wonder
If we missed out on each other, now
Maybe if I put all of those lyrics together? Yeah. I suppose I could try and sing that when we come back from the studio. I thought.
I jumped up when I heard a quiet knock on my door.
“Suup Nialler!” I didn't turn around, I'd put my hand up as if to say I'm here, I didn't really want Louis to see me like this, “We're heading out in five, get ready!”
I looked down at what I was wearing. Black boxers and an oversized grey shirt. And I had five minutes. I nodded, however, that wasn't enough to make my crush disappear.
“Nialler, what's up?” I could hear him approaching closer.
“Nothing,” I lied, “Louis, do you mind leaving the room? I wanna get changed?” I shrugged, still facing the window.
“I'm not daft.” He came even closer and I felt his hand on my shoulder. I immediately turned around and headed towards my wardrobe. I'd pulled out a pair of chinos, a white short sleeved top and a black hoodie. I'd just put on my white top on as something grabbed my hips and spun me around. In a matter of seconds, Louis was as close as ever, holding my hips in place with one hand, the other cupping my face. His kiss was really soft once again; it was like he didn't use his lips for anything else. I was so shocked; my lips didn't give anything back. I finally had found the courage in me to pull away.
“Stop messing with my feelings Louis!” I pulled at my own hair.
“Irish, I'm sorry.” He put his hands up in surrender, “I can't help it but fall for you.” He winked and walked out.
What was up with him? What was he trying to do? Because if he was trying to seduce me, it was sure as hell that it'd worked. I was falling for him hard.
I'd put on the hoodie and ran into the corridor where I'd put my Supras on; other boys were already waiting. Louis was the one nearer the door and he was the first one to leave, avoiding eye contact with me. Liam however, waited for me. When all the boys left, Liam gestured for me to hurry up and as I slowly walked towards the exit, he punched me playfully in the arm, causing me to smile weakly.
|Niall Horan||as himself|
|Louis Tomlinson||as himself|
|Zayn Malik||as himself|
|Liam Payne||as himself|
|Harry Styles||as himself|