Momo's Diary- The dream

Dear Diary...
Last night I had this freaky dream where I was possessed! I know i sound crazy but im serious! It was the most intense dream I've ever had, it felt so real! I played with my Ouija board, like i do everyday, and next thing I know I'm suddenly possessed! The spirits in the board possessed me, because i was a fool and asked them to prove they where real.

They do an exorcism on me the next day and tell me everything is okay but I know it didn't work, that I'm still possessed and nobody believes me.  Then im locked up in my room because i dont want to harm anyone, then someone starts pushing the Ouija board under the crack of the door! I go insane! Clawing at the door, growling because I want it so badly! Like its calling to me! I was addicted to the demons inside! I open the door and nobody is there, but the Ouija board flies at me, sticking to me as if I'm magnetic or something! I can't get it off of me! My family wants to take me to a hospital because they think I'm crazy. At the last minute I jump out of the car and they don't notice. I watch them drive away from a cliff and I go back to the house, setting it on fire, holding onto the Ouija board and watch it burn down to the floor. I started laughing, my eyes blood shot and a crazed grin on my face! I see my parents car drive back, I grin and dash towards it, gripping tightly of the Ouija board and jumping on the car! I start smashing the glass with my bare hands, i grab my mother by the neck and pull her out and start ripping her apart! My father ran out of the car but i chased after him through a forest, i still had the Ouija board and i was laughing. My father ran into a clearing into the forest, he hid himself in a tiny hole underneath a huge, ancient statue in the center of the clearing. I walked over to the statue, started walking around it, chanting the children's game, Kagome kagome. As I finished, i grab the statue and tipped it over, then brutally beat my father with the Ouija board. I then sat next to his dead body, dripping with blood, my eyes now has no pupils. 
I sat up all morning doing nothing but thinking about this... Its been haunting me... I've never had a dream where I was the person possessed and I've never had a dream that felt this real before! I haven't touched my Ouija board today.... but yet im worried if i dont something might happen... Have i finally reached insanity? or am i just to paranoid....  I think i have played with my Ouija board to much... i love it though... ever since i was a child... i have been fascinated with it... I know that the board can lead to some spiritual trouble.... but im sure its nothing. I think its because of my fascination with them... ever since i was a young girl... and i first saw and touched one I was amazed... when i played with it was just... amazing. I knew i shouldn't play with them.. and my mother locked it away from me... she said it was dangerous... maybe due to my fascination and longing to play with one as a child made this dream...