A Dark Mind

Im tall yet so small
I hide from the real me
Put a mask on my face
And let nobody see

My emotions are locked up
I am just a simple face
A robot to most
Just another disgrace

Nobody can tell
That this isn't myself
They dont know any better
They just say 'she's herself'

My mind is always busy
My mouth is yet so still
I dont know why i do this
But i just cannot fulfill

They say that i am boring,
This is what hurts the most
Because i know i am not really,
But they think that i'm a ghost

I think of the future,
Will any boy like me?
Im but a silly mute girl
Or will he really See

That there is more than just a pretty face
Inside my open mind
He might draw back the curtain
To surprise him with the find

Or maybe when i get older
I wont have a good career
Because confidence will lack
And they wont be able to hear,

Do you see what i am telling you?
That i really can talk
Cause your upseting me now
So please don't stop and gawk.