Waking up I stretched my muscles. Me and James havent slept in the same room for obivious reasons. I was so glad we finally sorted our feelings out. I still cant believe he wants me and not his mate. When I thought that he loved another female besides his mate and he forgot about our love I felt so unloved. Just the thought of two people you had a chance with not loving you could break the strongest girl. But I'm glad we are together again. For a week now we have been together but we haven't done anything like mate each other in case Kyle finds out. We dont know for sure if it will alart Kyle but we dont want to take chances. We want to see what the damn guy does when the time comes. Speaking of which, I havent seen him since he came into my room trying to have sex with me again. We also havent seen Marlissa which is not surprising. Everybody has been happy without them here anyways. I jumped out of bed and walked to my dresser where I saw my crazy hair and rushed to brush it. I heard a knock at the door so me thinking it was James I ran to the door and ranched it open. The smile that was their before turned upside down. What was he doing here? I hope he wasnt here for what I thought he wanted. "What do you want Kyle?" I asked annoyed. "You of cause. I havent seen you in a week." He smiled. Either he was ignoring my mood change or he was on something. "Whos fault is that, huh?" I croseed my arms blocking the way in. "I've been busy. Some stuff came up and I had to look into it." I opened my mouth to ask him what when he beat me to it. "No you cant know what the stuff was, because its personal." I sighed exasperated. "I'm your mate. Dont I get the rights to know personal things?" I raised a brow. For a second I thought I saw annoyance flash in his eyes before they turned to happy. "Not completely. And since we are talking about mates why dont we talk about mating fully?" I took a step back when he took one to hold one of my arms which made them come loose. "I'm not ready to fully mate." He pushed me further in the room pushing the door close loudly. "I think your ready. I mean you've wanted to mate since we mate." He did not just bring the past back. "But you ended up rejecting me so now I want to think about whether I want to fully mate you or not." He took a threatening step forward. "Cut the bull Marie! I know you want to mate. And that is what I plan on doing today whether you like it or not!" He grabbed my shoulders tightly making me wince in pain. I could feel the shocks that came from the mate bond but they were not strong now that I think about it. "Kyle I dont want to!" I tried shaking him away but he was too strong. "Stop trying to act innocent! You have been sleeping with guys and I want to make sure that doesnt happen again!" He started kissing my neck all the while moving to my lips. I tried pushing him back but he wouldnt budge. Crap, maybe James should have slept in here today. "Kyle, please stop." I felt myself falling and since I had my eyes close I was waitng for the ground but I landed on my bed. I dont even remember getting to it. Kyle landed on top and started kissing my neck while feeling me up. I thruched around but we wouldnt stop. "Mmm you taste so good." I could feel his man hood growing in his pants. He took my shirt and ripped it off. I cursed that it was one of those bottomed up. He started grinding on me making me sick but my wolf was kind of enjoying it. I seriously wanted to punch him but he was holding my wrists above my head. He tried kissing my lips but I kept moving my face which was agrivating him with every turn. "If you dont hold still I'm going to bite you!" I stopped and looked at him shocked. He was smirking. When he started coming down to kiss me my door bust open. Their stood my man looking confused then angry. I dont think I've ever seen him this angry and boy would I not want to be on the recieving end. "What the fuck is going on here!" He bellowed. James smirked again. "What do you think I'm doing? I'm about to have a little fun with my mate." James looked at me and his eyes softened but then hardened. "Did you ask her for permission?" Kyle snared at him. "I dont need to ask my own mate for permission! Why dont you run along and tend to your own mate?" James face went black. "How about you make me?" Kyle looked down at me and at James and got off. I quickly got up while buttoning my shirt and stood between them. "Guys do we seriously need to do this right now?" I looked at Kyle. "First you do need permisson from me, and second I still dont want to mate you at the moment." He grabbed my arm that was pushing him back. James started stepping forward but I gave him a look. "We mate tonight." With that said he walked out of the room bumping James shoulder. Before James could go after him I rushed to hold him back. "James just let it go okay?" He sighed and turned back to me. "Thank you for coming. I dont know what would have happened if you didnt come throught that door." I smiled sofetly at him. "Are you okay?" He asked looking worried. "I am now. I cant believe I almost let him do that though." He took my hands. "Its not your fault! I saw the bastard try to force himself to you myself so dont even try to take the blame." I looked down sadly. "But i'm an alpha. I shouldnt have let him come close." He pulled my face up and looked in my eyes. "Please dont blame yourself. I know how strong you are the pack knows so you need to believe that too." I nodded and he kissed my head. "I'm glad I heard the door shut and also when Marlessa came to my room I figured the doche bag was back also. When she was being all touchy with me I figured something was up so I reached here." I kissed his cheek. "Thank you." I sighed backing out of his arms. "What are we going to do about tonight?" I sat down on my bed and he sat with me. "I dont know. What I do know is that your not mating with that ass!" I robbed his arms. "Babe of course I'm not doing that! I have an idea though." I looked at him smiling evilly. "How about we mate?" He looked at me like I was crazy. "You know we cant do that! I want too, so freaking bad but we cant in case he feels it then he will know something is up." I grabbed his hands. "At this point we dont have a choice. Either we mate or he tries to mate with me. We could tell people to keep watch on him. JaJa and Zules could do that!" He raised an eyebrow. "Did you just think of this?" I smirked. "No not really. He just gave me the opportunity to tell you." He laughed. "I love your devilish way of thinking." He winked. "I try I try." He put one of his hands to my cheek sighing. "When should we mate." I smiled wickedly. "Right now seems the best time dont you think?" I wiggled my eyebrows. "Hell yeah." He laughed. I focused on my pack link and included just Jules and Zules. I warned them about Kyle and what he did. I also told them what we were planning on doing and what to do about Kyle and Marlessa. They agreed and I shot off my link to them to focus on the only man I ever freely loved. We took each others clothes off and made love but this time we bit into each other. The most intense feeling washed over us making us go off in pleasure. We started feeling sparks and our mate link opened. I have had of people mating with others who are not their mates but I have never heard them feel sparks after the mating. It felt completely whole like I had found my missing piece. James and I looked at each other and gasped. He was so beautiful and perfect. It looked as if he was glowing. My own personal angel. How could someone like me end up with something like that! I touched his face and he touched mine as if he was thinking the same thing I was about me. "Your gorgous. Your beautiful." We said together. He looked at me and chuckled. "I feel so alive." We were cuddled together and he was cruising my face. "Now I can call you as mine." He pulled me tighter to him. "And I can call you mine, mate." I winked before kissing his collarborne. "Do you think us mating alarted Kyle?" I stretched up to look at his face. "I dont think so but if it did, I hope he withered in pain as much as the pain he put you through with the rejection. You know if the gods had given us each other we wouldnt have gone through what we went through." I crused his face. "But if we didnt go through what we did then we wouldnt know how important we are to each other. You know with every pain comes pleasure in the end. Okay well sometimes." I giggled. "Sometimes you feel just pleasure." I said seductivly. I could see that he went hard again and laughed. "How about we check if the mating thing happened in a few more hours?" James said in a husky voice. "I like that idea. Now shut up and kiss me." I pulled him on top and it was a very fun three hours.