Previously on Time for Love:::: "well truth be told girl.... i am.... im behind the room placements, the making zayn do the truth and dare......" i look at her then at harry "but why?" harry was gonna say something but Eleanor speaks instead "because i know how perfect you'd be for him":::::::
"did you know about this Harry?" i ask looking at him he raises his arms in defence "no! i had no idea!" i put my hand to my head.. "this is so awkward... look enough with the kissing okay?" i head out to the cooridor "where are you going?" Eleanor asks "im going to what was supposed to be my room to just think and relax for a moment..."
i keep walking. I come in the room and quietly close the door. i lay on top of the bed and think. you know how many girls would wanna be in my place? a lot! i dont know harry, Hell its my first day in the UK and he's already kissed me twice.. did i feel sparks? ugh why am i thinking about that? and eleanor she.. she just thought she could hook me up with anyone? what am i desperate? does she think im desperate? just because my boyfriends dumped me for my "best friend" im deperate.. or that my first love became a woman... i begin to cry just sob like a baby. i felt alone.
She says "this is so awkward... look enough with the kissing okay?" she heads out to the cooridor "where are you going?" Eleanor asks her "im going to what was supposed to be my room to just think and relax for a moment..." ugh stupid dares.. stupid me. i shouldnt have kissed her. "why were you doing that Eleanor?" she loks up at me and says "harry... i did this because i thought it was time for her to move on from past heart breaks" past heart breaks? "like what El?" ....... eleanor sat down and Lou sat with her "ask her for yourself Haz...." i think about it.... I think i will ask. "im gonna go to her" Eleanor shoots up from her chair "now?!" i turn around "yes now..." eleanor gives me a disapproving look "are you sure right now after her outburst... you know after you kissed her for the second time!" i look down and nod me head "this way ill know if she trusts me, better yet, i will know if she respects me..." and i head to her room.
I feel kind of bad, she should find love herself, but her character and her likes and dislikes are just.. she and harry are a match made in heavan. "i feel bad lou" i whisper in louis ear. he hugs me "its ok beb... its gonna be fine... she will be fine."he tells me....
"why were you doing that Eleanor?" its harry, he's asking me.... he looked concerned.. upset at me.... "harry... i did this because i thought it was time for her to move on from past heart breaks" she''s been through a hell love story nothing like a fairytale. "like what El?" he asks me ....... i sat down and Lou sat with me, i gues he is just trying to comfort me in my bad decision "ask her for yourself Haz...." i doubt he's gonna ask her i mean it will be just awkward i guess..."im gonna go to her" im shocked! i shoot up from my chair "now?!" i ask "yes now..." he tells me i dont like this idea, shes probably mad at everyone "are you sure right now after her outburst... you know after you kissed her for the second time!" he nods his head... he's gonna do it..."this way ill know if she trusts me, better yet, i will know if she respects me..." and he heads out........" how cute" i say in a sarcastic manner..... i plomp back in my chair next to Lou. "Lou, i feel dumb" i nuzzle my face in his chest...
I cant stop sobbing. Im mad at my ex, im mad at my "best friend", i think im mad at eleanor.... i dont know if im mad at harry... i mean he didnt know, right..... i keep crying and then i hear a knock at my door.... i wipe my tears and try to make it look like i wasnt crying. i see harry.
"what do YOU want?" i ask he looks at the floor. "i just wanted to talk to you.. ask you something" he tells me taking a step towards the bed where im sitting "no i will not go out with you Harry!" and i lay dow with a pillow on my face. i hear him shuffeling over to the bed and sits at my side. he pulls the pillow away. "what past heart breaks? tell me?" he tells me looking at me straight in my eyes.
|Harry Styles||as Himself|