Give Into Me (editing!!!! please dont snap at me)

Hey,,, this is my first story and I'm not sure if I should be posting it -.-. I'm going to go one chapter at a time and then ill start doing more and more.

I am really nervous about this but here I go. please comment, fan, and vote. and if you have any ideas for covers, you can fan me and then I will message you my email.

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A Lot can happen in a year. You make friends, do stupid things,spray paint your dog, and in my case, Fall in love with your best friend. He is so amazing, he is always there for me, has a great smile, handsome, and loves everything I love. I am always there for him and he is always there for me. He just doesn't know that I love him. Do you know how much that kills me inside? especially if he likes your best friend. That kills me even more. It's so strange how things work out. My best friend, Miranda, she is gorgeous. Everyone always talks about her. Especially all of my friends that are boys. Sometimes I don't like to hang out with her because I feel like we are always being compared. That's not what friendship is about now is it?, being compared to one another?There is only so much a 15 year old girl could take.

I have tried to do everything to make this guy like me and nothing has worked. It been so hard, he thinks that everything is a joke and that makes me so mad. I know him so well and he knows me so well. He just doesn't seem to notice me. All of his friends have at least tried hitting on me. Just not him. Like i said, i have tried everything to make him at least look at me the way that i want him to.

Next Day~~~~~~~~~~

I woke up to the sound of the alarm clock buzzing in my ear. I reached out my hand and tried to turn it off. I made my way downstairs after getting dressed. My mom had made my break feast and packed my bag. She did so much for me I don't even know how to thank her. After I ate,  I went upstairs and brushed my teeth and did my hair.

Today was the last day of school which meant I got to hang out with James all day. I was so happy that next year I would be a 9th grader. I headed out the door and James was at the porch waiting for me to ride the bus with him. We have been friend ever since the 3rd grade. We haven't ever had a relationship with each other but i sure did want to. I tried not to make a big deal of of it, but it was.

We got of the bus and went inside. Our school was probably the best school in the universe. You didn't even have to do much for them to let you inside of the school. And you also did have to do much for you to pass your grade. All of the teachers here knew everything about you and understood your feelings so well. You could trust them for anything.

Me and James walked around front trying to find Miranda.

" Oh, there you are Miranda" I pulled her into a hug and then we started walking inside.

I went into my first period class (Science) and was listening to the announcements. The announcements really had no point in doing. All they normally said to us was have a great day and stand for the Pledge, which we do right now. We all had our hand over our heart and saying the pledge.

" Today class will be anther exciting day in Science! I have so much planned for you all" (Ms.Arianda)

She started the day off with asking a few questions.

She all of a sudden said my name " Constance"What energy provided helps the instrument make sounds in various ways.

" I'm not sure Ms. Airanda"

" Well we will just have to fix that now wont we?" she handed me this book on how music helps kids and stuff.

" Do I have to read this?"

"Of course, do you think I would just hand you a book for you to eat" teacher jokes just kill me inside

" We never know Ms. Arianda, you are really strange" I said with a smile"

"Yes indeed, lets all carry on".

the bell rang for class and I immediately caught up with Miranda. I was not at all excited for my second period class... Social Studies. the teacher freaks me out more than anything ever has.

I walked in and the teacher greeted me with a wicked smile.I sat down and the teacher gave us all a piece of paper, he touched my shoulder as he walked by. It had a lot of questions about half of the stuff that I didn't even pay attention to. He said we have five minutes to do it. I just put random answers for all of them. Besides, what else can they do? its that last day of school.

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this is the introduction thingy so I'm not going to carry on from here. The first chapter starts, well, in the next chapter! Thanks for reading! fan comment and vote!!!!! thanks so much.

this was edited by my best friend Kennedy, who on watt pad is called kennedyawesome if you want to read her book.