Alone in bed
Hugging a pillow,
Staring at nowhere
My mind wandered.
My vision blurred
Revealing a show
You and I there
Dark walls replayed.
Heat fills the air
Strong arms on me
Breath on my ear
I feel your weight.
Afraid, I was after
Guilt fed on me
Emotions stirred
Me, I did hate.
Pure, unblemished
Completely unaware
I lost it with remorse
You had it shamelessly.
The hardest shell unleashed
My hiding self it bears
Enclosed within such force
Unwilling to break free.
Now, are you glad?
My heart still deforms
I'm held up in ropes
Lips kissing the floor.
Wrapped in mud
Feast for worms
A rotten corpse...
Reveals the mirror.
Inside my chest
Nothing can be found
My pearl was stolen
The lock, distrunked.
But then I checked
Safe and sound,
It lays there frozen
Not white... but black.
