Climax (Princeton Love Story) [HOLD]

.ALYSSA POV.

When Brooklyn Left The House, I Went Up To My Room , And Sat Down On My Bed. Brooklyn Is So Selfish And Thinks The World Revolves Around Her. She Always Have Mom Attention , Just With A Snap Of A Finger. So What, She Got Heart Brooken ! Suck It Up. I Got My Heart Brooken A Few Times, And You Dont See Me Telling The Whole World. 

But Me? When Im Sick, My Mom Tells Me 'Oh, Its Probably Nothing. You'll Be Fine, Go Up To Your Room And Rest' . But When Its Brooklyn, Its A Whole World Fucking Chrisis ! My Mom Bows Down To her Feet, Makes Her A Huge Buffet, And Kisses Her Ass. Why? Because Brooklyn Is Just That Fucking Fabulous ! Oh And What Really Makes It Perfect, Is That She Thinks Were Cool Now.

Thinking About This, Makes Me Wanna Blow My Head Off Really. I Had Enough Of Her And Her Little Games. 

She Always Get All Of The Attention. Im Tired Of That. But You Know What, If I Have To Dress Like A Hoe And Do Bad Things To Get To My Mom, Then So Be It. Im Tired Of My Mom Seeing Her As Just A Person That SHe Doesnt Care For , Instead Of Being Her Own Daughter.

I Walked Over To My Dresser , And Put On My White Tank Top That Came Just Below My Belly Button And Showed All Of My Curves, With Shorts That Come Just An Inch Past My But. And Added My Pink And Black Jordans With The Outfit. Before Walking Out, I Put My Lucky Bracelet On My Dad Gave Me.

I Wish That He Was Still Here. I Miss Him So Much, He MAde Me Feel Special. That Was The Time My Mom Actually Cared For Me. But When He Gave Me The Bracelet He Said:

You See This Bracelet ? I Want You To Keep This And Cherish This For As Long As You Can. No Matter What Happens  To You, Lisa Bear(Thats What He Called Me) Wear This. It Will Help You Through Thick And Thin. Whether Im Here With You, Or Not. When Your Going Through Hard Times, Kiss This Bracelet. And You'll Feel Me In Your Presents. I Love You Lisa Bear, Im Trusting This With You.

I Kissed The Bracelet And Whispered To It 'Well Lisa Bear Is A New And Improved Girl. Theres No More Nice Girl. I Wish You Where Still Here, To Make Things Better . But Your Not. You Werent There When I Needed You The Most' I Paused And Let A Tear Drop Escape My EYes. Then Continued, ' Sorry That I Changed. I Love You Dad, ANd Wish To See You Again.' 

I Just Wish My Dad Could Come Back, And Walk Through That Door Any minute.  Right Now Hes At War. ANd One Could Only Hope For The Best. Right?

I Grabbed My Iphone And  Walked Out My Room Door. I Went Downstaires To See My Mom Sitting On The Couch, Watching Her Favorite Show, Maury. Ugh, That Show Is So Stupid.

I Opened The Front Door To See What She Was Going To Do.  It Wouldnt Hurt To Ask Her Own Daughter Where Are You Going ! Or Even Be Safe. 

"Mom, Im Going Out" I Said , Waiting For Her Reaction.

"Yea Ok" Was How She relplied. What The...? 

"....Arent You Going To Ask Me Where?" I Asked, Slowly Closing The Door, Walking To Her.

"Alyssa i Dont Have Time For This, Dont You See Me Wa- OOHHHHH!" She Yelled, When She Found Out This Girl Cheated On Her Boyfriend. You Could Tell He Really Loved Her And Cared For Her, Because He Started Crying And Left The Stage. But I  Saw It Coming, She Dressed Like A Slut.

"I Thought You Were Leaving," My Mom Stated, When She Was Settled Down. She Looked Me Up And Down . Hoping That She Would Say Something , Anything ! But SHe Just Turned Around And Resumed Back To Her Show.

"Un-Fucking Believable." I Mummbled Under My Breath. I Rolled My Eyes, Opened The Front Front Door And Shook My Head.What Kind Of Mom Was She? Obvious Not A Good One. I Slammed The Front Door Closed, And Started Walking. I Dont Know Where I Was Going, But I Needed To Get Away From Here. Fast.

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I Arrived At The Street I've Been Looking For. I Looked Around, To See Drug Dealers, Homeless Thugs, And Girls Dressing Like A Hoe, Wanting To Get Layed On. This Place Was Literally Trash. There Was Liter Ever Where , Broken Down Houses, And Gang Signs On Brick Walls, Written With Spray Paint. When I Almost Reached The Door I Was Looking For, A Man Said Something To Me.