Tears in my eyes
You watch me
Standing there with that knife
Those pills
Swoosh
Goes the knife
You cry out in pain
But you continue to cut yourself up
Blood flowing from your cuts
You take the pills
Fall to the floor
The flashback haunts me
Following me
Captures my eyes
When they close
I can't sleep
Those images haunt me
Never leave me no matter what
These tears fall
But I make no noise
You told me never to talk
That I should never be seen
And never be heard no matter what
You told me that one more time
Before you cut yourself down
Took those pills
And fell down to the cold hard floor
Here I sit
Waiting for someone to blame me for you being gone
Waiting for them to curse at me
Waiting for them to hit me
Waiting....
There is no escaping this
No point in trying
Lost in this darkness
Every things numb
I hope this ends soon
So then I will be free
Then I will be happy
So I wait
Til the day that they end my life
Then I will be free forever
And be away from them
I wait for that day
And when it comes
There will be a smile on my face
For it will end then
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