I have an empty hole inside of me,
And I don’t know how to fill it.
I find myself
Wishing there was something
That happened in my past.
Something that would
Help me explain why
I feel this way.
Can you have a broken heart without being in love?
‘Cause that’s how it feels.
It’s like my heart is broken—shattered.
And I need help repairing it.
But to fix my heart means
It will be easier to break
Next time.
And I don’t think I can stand the pressure.
I wish I could fall in love.
I want to know what it’s like to fall
Head-over-heels for someone.
I want to trip
And not feel the need to push out my hands
Because I know my love will catch me.
And hold me.
And keep me safe.
But I will never be in love,
Because I am empty.
And no one falls in love with a shell.
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I think of this as thoughts put into a poem shape. This also does not have a rhyme scheme to it. I hope it still flows well since it was so easy to write. What do you think?
~Mikaila <|:3
