The Fox and The Wolf

Chapter 40: Jealous Lilly

Hey everyone. How have you guys been? Haven't been on in awhile....my bad....lol.

So, my goal for this book, is too get 15 million reads. We already have almost 7 million. Think we can do it? :P

So I'm going to go on my little rant real quick......this might have some cursing in it, so fair warning...

Okay, so I've been talking to this guy, and he called me last week while he was drunk. But I've known him for a very long time, and we have had a crush on each other since I was in 5th grade. And keep in mind, I'm now a senior in high school...so he has like me for 7 YEARS STRAIGHT. We were talking and I asked him if he really liked me still and he said he did, promise. That he has never stopped liking me. And I couldn't believe it, so he sent me this.. "Well, when you know what your heart truly wants, you listen to it."

No joke, he really sent me that. I was speechless....

But last night, or 2 in the morning today, he was drunk and called me again. Then he texted me and asked me the worst question to EVER ask a girl.....He asked me if I was a virgin......(And don't worry, I am lol. I'm not like that.)

I stared at my phone, and I was like, "Are you fucking kidding me." OH...I am so fucking pissed off. Because back then he was a complete jackass, manwhore, drinker, everything. But he didn't do drugs, and I was thankful for that. But he apologized to me for everything that he did. But then last night he texts me saying he is truly falling for me (aww moment) then he fucking sends me, are you a virgin.....Way to ruin the fucking moment........You guys have nooo idea how fucking pissed off I am at him right now. So, I refuse to talk to him until a) he apologizes for saying that. b) I kick his ass for saying that. or c) my friends boyfriend and his friends kick his ass for saying that.

I'm seriously at the point where I just want to be like. "Fuck it! I'm becoming a nun!" Because I have yet to meet a guy that will actually like me for me, and not just want to get into my pants. (I'm sorry if there are any nice guys reading this, I am sorry, but I just want to get my feelings out.)

Soo now that my rant is over, let's get on with the book :)

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Avery

"Hey sleepy head." Ashe laughed as I came waltzing down the stairs. 

I groaned as I looked at the clock. "It's 9 in the morning. Who the hell gets up this early?"

"A lot of people." Scott laughed as he stood up.

Carlos came over and gave Ashe a kiss on her forhead. "See ya later baby girl. Scott, John, and I have to do our shift on patrol."

"Okay. Love you dad." Ashe said waving.

"Love you too." Carlos smiled.