After Candice left I fell back into silence. I was holding Violet and I looked down at her and closed my eyes trying to keep myself from crying again. I was so sad and I felt so numb. Nothing in life mattered to me now. Then I started thinking about what Candice said to me. I stared down at her pale face and smiled sadly.
"Vi? Violet I want you, no I need you. My life won’t be the same without you. You gave me a reason to live, you made me a better person. You made me, me. I wouldn't be the guy I am if it wasn't for you. You taught me a lot of things, one major one was how to love. You were my first love and my only love. I miss you and I will always miss you. I remember how long it took to get you to give me a chance and be with me. I mean it took forever but I promised I would never be with anyone else besides you. And I never will be with another girl because none of them compare to you. No one has and no one ever will. No one will be able to win me over like you did. I fell for you and hard, I don't regret it because every day with you was perfect" I whispered softly laying my head on top of hers and the tears built up in my eyes.
"This wasn't supposed to happen. We were supposed to just be together then get married and have kids. I wanted to have kids. I wanted my three little boys Violet, I wanted them to be with you. I've always wanted kids but never had a girl I wanted to be with because I've never had anyone I loved and especially as much as I love you. I wanted to marry you and let everyone know you were mine completely and always will be. I wanted to be with you forever. Your birthday is in a week and a half and I wanted it to be huge because it was the first birthday I got to celebrate with you. You mean everything to me Vi" I continued.
"I will never forget you and I never break a promise. I'll never be with anyone else because no one is you. Violet you're the girl I want and have always wanted since we met. All the memories of us just kill me and I regret all the times we fought and all the times I hurt you. I mean I know you were never truly mad at me but upset about things because I didn't want to bother you or hurt you. I never did want to hurt you but I did and I'm so sorry. I know you probably don't want me feeling so sad but I can't help it. I don't want to let you go, i just want you to open your eyes and let me see you're okay" I whispered as my tears fell.
"Violet...you told me not to give up and I haven't. I'm waiting for you to wake up so please put me out my misery and come back to me please, I'd do anything to have you back. Violet please...I love you" I finished and pressed my lips to hers and just hoped it wouldn't be the last time I kissed her. I needed her.
I held her as it got later and cuddled her closer to me. She had to come back to me, she just had to. I closed my eyes, I was so tired but of course not sleepy or anything. I closed my eyes and just rested still.
"Daddy?" I called.
"Hey baby girl" he greeted and tears left my eyes and I ran over to hug him.
"I missed you so much daddy" I sobbed.
"Shh... baby girl I'm always with you, you know that"
"It’s not the same" I cried as we pulled away and then I heard sobs and I gasped. I listened closer, Jesse! Jesse was crying? Oh my god is he okay? What's wrong? Wait where am I?
I looked around and it was all white. There were white curtains and the floor was white tile and it didn't seem as if there were any walls. Then I started hyperventilating.
"Baby girl relax, you're fine" dad soothed.
"No I'm not...I miss my boyfriend! Where am I daddy? I'm scared...I need to see Jesse, he's in pain of some sort and I don't know what it is...but I got to make it all better for him...or at least try..." I sobbed.
"You love him?"
"Yes I love him daddy, I love him so much, more than anything"
"Wow. You fell in love with a vampire" he said and I growled.
"I did and I don't regret it, he's the best thing that has ever happened to me"
"I know" he smiled and I looked up at him.