My Bad Boy

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-NickyMb <3

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I remember the first time I ever got my heart broken.

It was my Freshmen year at high school and I thought It was going to be the year of changes, new friends and opportunities.

You know, all that stuff the Middle School staff tries to sell you.

Well when this Sophomore boy named Nate started to fall for me and I returned the whole ‘falling in love thing’ back, I swore we were in love and going to make it.

 I believed every line he ever told me and I would follow him around as if I was his little lap dog. I told anyone who was willing to listen to my idiotic thoughts that me and Nate would be together forever.

Yeah, it was a little bit of a stretch back then. Okay, okay, a big one, but I seriously trusted the guy with everything in me. His friends were my friends and everything he did, I followed in his footsteps. 

I use to stay up late and write his name in my diary and I would wake up every morning to these sweet little good morning text messages.

What changed you might ask?

What made the guy I thought I loved so much become the scum of the planet I walk on?

 Him, like every guy after, all wanted one thing from me and when I didn’t give it up so easily, they all left and would never come back.

I was stupid and I thought maybe if I just gave up my virginity to a guy I thought deserved it, then maybe he would stick around and be the guy I wanted him to be.

Stupid right?
 
That all changed with Jake. My Junior year I ended up meeting him in the grocery store and he gave me and told me everything I wanted to hear and want.

He was there for me every moment of the day and when school got let out, he would be waiting for me even though he went to a different high school at the time.

   When the night came and I gave myself to him, followed by me saying those three little words ‘ I love you ‘ , he took off and never talked to me since.

   He got his payback though when me and Mia went to the club Majestic and Aiden ended up punching him in the face.

Hey, if I could, I would find him again and punch him in the face myself. I’m not a violent person, but he could bring out the bad side of me.

I have no idea why I was thinking of all this messed up shit while staring at Julio, but the way he was smirking at me just reminded me that he probably has done the same thing to so many other girls.

I know I was holding up the line, but I didn’t really care. He was still staring at me and I just stood there and stared back. When neither of us say anything, I decide to speak first.

“I don’t like you. “

 I state to him for the second time that day. His lips twitch at the corner of his mouth as if he was trying to hide a smile that was threatening to appear.

“ I could swear angel, you already told me that. “

   I lean forward on the counter and he matches my movement so that now there was only about six inches separating my lips from his.

Why my mind was on Julio Henderz’s lips, I have no idea.

He smiles as if he could read my mind and he says in a soft whisper. “But you see Ms. May’s, I think it is just a cover up. In reality you have this burning passion for me and if you could, you would tear my clothes and have me right now. “

He was mocking me and he and I both know it. I smile at him and I reach forward more and I look him up and down and then look him straight in the eyes and say:

“I’ve seen better. “

I straighten out and he raises an eyebrow at me. I raise one right back and that’s when he looks over my shoulder.

I peek over my shoulder to see what he was looking at and I notice that it was the guy who was still staring at me.

Okay ..

Julio nods his head to the kid and the kids eyes leave me and they turn to Julio’s.

“Sorry kid, but the shows not for free. That’s my girl you are looking at. So, if you want something to stare at, maybe you should go check some magazine stands, if you know what I mean. “

The kid doesn’t say anything as he turns around, pushes through the line, and fast walks out the front door without bothering to look back one time. I turn back to Julio and he throws a rag over his shoulder and winks at.

“No need to thank me. No wait, if you do want to thank me, I have a few idea’s on how you could. “

 He grins as if he could see the ideas happening right now and I winkle my nose at him and hold up three fingers.

“Three things are wrong with that sentence buddy. One being that I would never touch you, “

“We’ll see about that, “ Julio butts in and I shake my head and continue on with my speech as if he never talked in the first place.

“Two, I’m not your anything, so maybe next time don’t be giving people the idea. “

 I stop for a moment, trying to think of my third reason and Julio cocks an eyebrow, waiting for me to talk. I just drop my hand and then bring it back up to wave it in the air.

“I don’t like you. “

I just say out of annoyance and his soft laughter seems to carry around the whole Cafe’. He looks me up and down, rubbing his hands on the towel on his shoulder.

“So you say angel, so you say. “

 I was thinking of something witty to say back, when I feel someone pock my shoulder rather hard. I turn and look down to see a girl about fifteen staring up at me, her hands on her hips.

“Can you like, hurry up and make an order already? Some of us have places to be. “

Well then.

I turn to Julio, make mine, Mia’s, and Aidens orders and I hurry out of the line without taking one look back. I was just like the kid who was staring at me earlier.

That doesn’t mean I didn’t want to look back though. I could feel Julio’s eyes watch me the whole way to the booth and I wanted to turn around and watch him back.

Which was stupid. Really, really freaking stupid.

I slump in my seat and I was so busy thinking about Julio and his condescending smile that I didn’t notice the big sparkly glitter bug next to me. I look up and see Kayla smiling at me and I just shake my head, giving up.

“Just when I think I am free of idiots, I am greeted to another. “ Kayla frowns and runs a hand through her purple streaked hair.

“Did you just call me an idiot?”

“I think she did. “ Mia pipes in and I shoot her a look. She smiles and lays her head on Aidens shoulder and Aiden starts to twirl a piece of hair that escaped her bun around his finger.

“What took you so long anyways?” Mia asks and I peek over my shoulder to see Julio making drinks, a sliht frown on his face. It was obvious that his confidence only appeared as an act when I was in fron of him.