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Chapter 9: 

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Chelsea's P.O.V 

I couldn't comprehend it. Sam and Jay. She always said she hated him! Maybe Lucy is lying? to keep Sam away from Jay? that must be it. She would never hurt someone the way she was hurt.

I took a final glance at Austin, sighing and left as he stormed away. We both we're looking for Sam, I doubt I'll find her first with the mood he's in now. 

Sam's P.O.V 

Jay gave a final kiss before leaving the music block, both of us going our separate ways. We agreed to break up with Austin and Lucy and when we do, we'll meet up back here and figure out what we'll do next. 

I cringed as the guilt hit my stomach hard, I don't want to hurt Lucy. I don't want her to feel the pain that I felt when I found out about Fin and Hannah. 

Speaking about Fin, calling him and explaining why he couldn't come was hard, since he was angry with me for cancelling his date with the bimbo he was with. That I don't feel any guilt for. 

"Sam!"I twisted round seeing Chelsea waving madly at me, I raised an eyebrow and stopped waiting for her to catch up to me. 

"Is it true?"I frowned, what? 

"Is what true?"I asked, she huffed and crossed her arms. 

"Did you cheat on Austin with Jay?"She questioned. My mouth dropped and my eyes widened. How? how the heck did she know? She took my silence as my answer, her eyes widening and a gasp escaped her mouth. 

"Why?"She choked out, looking at me as if I was a stranger. I bit my lip, and looked at the floor in shame. "I thought you hated him!"She all but screamed. I flinched and sighed. 

"I'd say I hate him but, I can't say a lie,"I whispered to her. Glancing up at her, seeing the anger and confusement swirling in her eyes. 

"I can't believe you, you cheated on him. The one thing you promised you would never do!"

"Don't you think I know that!"I snapped, my eyes leveled to hers, her's wide whilst mine we're narrowed. "I never wanted to hurt anyone, I didn't want to cheat! But I'm fed up Chels', I don't want to lie to myself anymore. I love Jay. It took me a long time to figure out and now I've hurt Austin, the sweetest boy I've met. Don't you think I feel like crap knowing I have to tell him?! Knowing I have to explain why I did it and why I'm breaking up with him for another guy!"I yelled at her, angry tears falling down my cheeks.  She shook her head, the regret and sadness clear in her eyes.

"Sam-"

"Don't. Just don't. I need to go feel more guilt and explain to Austin"I whispered, walking away from my best friend. I quickly wiped away my tears as I searched for Austin, not knowing what lesson he had really did make me the worst girlfriend of the year. 

I let out a sigh and slowly made my way back to my dorm, he might be there. Hopefully. 

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I  reached the door hearing sobs behind the door, frowning I slowly opened the door to see Lucy huddled into a ball crying. Guilt punched me in the stomach as the door slammed behind me, making Lucy look up and glare at me. 

"You whore"She spat. I gulped and bit my tongue as the insult lyed in my throat. 

"Lucy, I'm sorry! I never wanted you to get hurt!"I tried, she let out a humourless chuckle and stood up, sizing me up. 

"Really? Then why did you make out with my boyfriend?"She questioned, if that glare could kill, I'd be dead. Wait. Did she say boyfriend? I let out a snort and crossed my arms. 

"Boyfriend? you went out on one date! That doesn't class as you guys going out! And I didn't make out with your boyfriend! We got caught up in the moment! And Lucy-"She slapped my straight round the face, the noise echoing around the room. 

I clenched my jaw as my hand flew to my face. 

"I deserved that, but I didn't finish. I've always had feelings for Jay, I just didn't act on them till now."I finally finished, she scoffed and crossed her own arms. 

"That's convenient, considering that I was going out with him, are you sure you didn't want to make me jealous?"She asked, raising her eyebrow. I let out a laugh and shook my head. 

"I've known him longer than you, he and me both knew we had feelings for each other, but we never acted on it, you and Austin just happened to be with us when we finally had enough"I explained, her glare never softened as she knocked past me. 

"I'll ask Jay for myself"I shurgged as she left the dorm. I fell onto the couch and hid my face in my hands. I knew this would bite me on the butt.

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"Sam!"I groaned and rolled onto my back, opening my eyes, seeing Austin's in front of me. Making me sit up straight away. He looked at me in betrayal as I quickly rubbed my face. 

"I'm sorry. I'm so sorry"I whispered, he let out a sigh and ran his fingers through his hair.

"Why, why did you do it?"The hurt in his voice was practically another slap. I sighed and pulled my legs up to my chest, letting Austin sit next to me. 

"I didn't mean to do it, It's just the feelings. I've been denying them so long they all just came out at once. Sure, it was bound to come out sooner or later. It was just unfortunate for that we were together at the time. If Jay never came here, I would have got over it. But he did come here, I'm so sorry Austin, your so sweet and kind. I'm a terrible person, I know and I didn't deserve you in the first place!"I whispered, the tears cascading down my face, trying to explain. 

I felt his arm wrap round me, I stiffened at the touch and sighed. 

"Where does this leave us"He asked me, I glanced at him and gave him a grim smile.

"I think we need to break up, I'm never going to get over Jay."I told, he nodded and kissed the side of my head. 

"I thought as much,"He muttered,"See you around Sammy"He kissed me one more time and left, the door slamming shut.

I pursed my lips as I leaned my head on my knees. Austin down, Lucy to go. 

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The high pitched song woke me up again as I grabbed my phone, the living room pitch black as I answered my phone. 

"Hello?"I whispered, I waited a few seconds before hearing my brother's booming voice. 

"What is wrong with you!"He yelled, I cringed and slowly got up and made my way to my room. 

"What in the world are you talking about?"I asked, shutting my door behind me and flicking the lights on. 

"You cheated?!"I froze and scoffed. Is he serious right now? At this hour I do not need this. 

"Joe. Do not make me bring up the past. I'm not in the mood. Yes. I did, and I would do it again because I'm tired Joe, I'm fed up and tired. Me and Austin have broken up for the best. I'll call you later."I cut off his yells by hanging up, throwing my phone onto the bed, it bouncing slightly. I groaned and joined it, throwing myself onto the bed. 

I hope tomorrow's better. Dear god I hope it's better...

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:O I uploaded :D It took me ages but I did it! The next one is the last one, it is a short story and then it's the epilogue :) Which I have written and will make adjustment's to. If you liked this then comment, if you loved it, vote :) 

The video on the side is kinda how I expect Jay and Sam to be like :) 

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