Suicide letters

I lay on the bench still at the park I had my eyes closed and listerend to breathe me by sia I wanted to start crying but , I felt someone watching me. I shot up but , stopped myself cause Billy was leaning over me he smiled and I couldn't help but , smile back. I moved my legs so he could sit next to me he did just that and pulled me into a hug. I looked up at him and whsipered "whats this for?" he looks down suprised I would ask that "I missed you thats all". I pull out of this hug he says

"whats wrong"

"what am I going to do?" I ask looking up at him

"what do you mean?" he asks

"when I go home what if he.."

he cuts me off and says "he wont , he probly doesn't know yet and im here for you if he does"

We stand up in sync and head home we go the road way the longer way , when we get to the feild I see my brothers Dean and Oliver. I run over to them and pull Billy over to my brothers have never met Billy so I wonder what they think of him. I hug Dean first cause hes in front he says

"hey little sis"

"oi wheres mine" I hear Oliver wine

I let go of Dean and say "your not getting one" I stick out my tongue but , Oliver hugs me anyway he says "aw your warm" I shout "help hes killing me" I strugle out of his grip. But he lets go of me and I fall on my butt I look up to see them all laughing I shout "its not funny" and fold my arms. Billy helps me up I see Dean give him the glare , Deans the over protective one if Dean likes him then Oliver will to. "Whos this?" Dean askes pointing at Billy "hes my bff" I smile putting my arm around his shoulders and him doing the same.