When we get back to our flat Liam goes to his room to video chat with Danielle, Zayn plops himself down on the couch and he and Louis watch some TV. I go to my room and close the door. My laptop is asleep and I slide my finger on the track pad to wake it up. When it opens to my desktop I go on the internet and go to YouTube. I search ‘Larry Stylinson’ and hit enter.
The amount of videos that pops up is amazing. I had expected there to be a few but this many? This is crazy. I scroll down the list until I come to one that catches my attention.
louis & harry | ‘what’s a soulmate?’
I click on it and watch as the video loads. “What’s a soulmate?” is said by a girl’s voice and an image of Louis and I fades into view. I look at him in the video and he smiles. Then it moves to a clip of Louis and I standing on a balcony together.
“It’s eh… well it’s like a best friend but more,” A male voice says. A clip of Louis and I appears next. Niall is holding me while Louis kisses me on the cheek.
“It’s the one person in the world who knows you better than anyone else,” The male voice says. A clip of Louis and I staring at each other in an interview is shown next. Louis throws his head back in laughter at something that I say and I can’t help but smile at how happy he used to be. This video is older- from back before Eleanor and him started fighting. Back when he was happy.
“It’s someone who makes you a better person. Well, actually, they don’t make you a better person: you do that yourself,” The male voice says. A clip of Louis wearing his black glasses and me holding him from behind appears. We do look good together, I guess you could say.
“Because they inspire you,” The voice says. A clip of Louis and I in another interview appears.
“A soulmate is someone who,” An image of Louis and I dancing appears.
“You carry with you forever,” The image changes to one of Louis and I on a train. He runs up to me and hugs me, blocking the view of the camera. Then the screen changes to one of Louis attacking me with the strings on one of his hats.
“It’s the one person who,” The screen changes to a black and white image of Louis and I talking with each other at an interview. The screen then changes to one of Louis with his arm on my shoulder.
“Who knew you and accepted you,” Louis and I are now sitting on a couch with his arm around me.
“And…believed in you before anyone else did.” Louis and I are now sitting next to each other again and he rests his head on my shoulder. A clip of Louis and I standing next to each other at the Britt Awards 2012 appears next.
“Or when no one else would…” Louis and I are seen sitting next to each other on a couch, staring at each other.
“And no matter what happens…” Louis is leaning back and I’m leaning forward. He whispers something to me in the video and I smile. “You’ll always love them.”
“Nothing can ever change that.” An image of me hugging Louis after a performance appears.
And then the video is over and the screen goes black. I stare at my computer completely and utterly star struck. That felt so real. While I was watching the video and seeing Louis and I interact with each other like that something clicked inside of me. I want nothing more than to run out of my room, run downstairs and kiss the hell out of Louis.
I actually want to freaking kiss Louis. I think I love him. I’ve been hiding the feelings I had by dating Caroline and flirting with girls just to cover it up. After seeing that video I want to fling myself into his arms and kiss the heck out of him. That video did something to me. I don’t know what it was about the video but it caused me to admit my feelings to myself.
I’m in love with my Boobear. I know Management wouldn’t be too happy with it, but the fans obviously would. They’d support us. And maybe with their help Management would support us too.
“Hazza?” Louis opens my door. I scramble to hit the red x button before he can see anything.
“Yeah?” I ask, trying to slow my breathing down. That was extremely close.
“You okay?” Louis plops himself down on my bed.
“Yeah,” I sigh.
“You don’t seem okay…” Louis stares at me cautiously.
“I am, really,” I try and smile but it fades from my lips quickly when Louis’s phone rings. He checks the caller ID and sighs. I know who it is. It’s Eleanor.
I walk over and sit down next to Louis on the bed. I massage his back soothingly and he takes a deep, calming breath before answering. He puts the phone on speaker and closes his eyes as the yelling begins.
|Louis Tomlinson||as Himself|
|Harry Styles||as Himself|
|Zayn Malik||as Himself|
|Niall Horan||as Himself|
|Liam Payne||as Himself|