Love or Life

this is one of my creation..

this is a FANTASY , ADVENTURE and TRAGEDY ..actually .. sawa na ako sa HAPPY Endings co'z we all know that it doesn't exist.. we all know that all of us are going to die.. that's why i created this story.. i hope you'll like it co'z i'll do every thing to make this story interesting:))

PROLOGUE:  what if you have to choose between LOVE and your LIFE??

are you willing to give up your life?? or your going to sacrifice your LOVE for your LIFE??

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i'm original"

CHAPTER 1 

13 years ago ..

"momy why are you crying?? ashaka.. kelan tayo uuwi?? ayaw ko na po dito.. lagi nalang po ako silang nitutusok ng NEEDLE sa arms ko.. masakit na nga po yun arms ko eh.." T_T 

        5 years old palang ako , lagi nalang akong isinusugod sa HOSPITAL .. wala naman sinasabi si momy sakin kung anong dahilan . she was just crying every time. i ask her the reason.

"wala..*snif* just behave ok?? anak always remember that *snif* we love you very much .. and we'll do every thing for you  to be safe.." 

always niyang sinasabi sakin ni momy iyon . and all those years wala akong ginawa kung di ang punasan ang luha niya and tell her that" i love you more"

when i was 6 years old i met a  boy.. i know that we have the same age. parehas kami na always sinusugod sa hospital. kaya nga ang tawag samin ng mga DOCTOR and NURSES ay "Little angel G-B"2 weeks palang kaming naging friends..  siya alam niya ang sakit niya . but me?? i did'nt kasi every time na mag tatanong ako ang sinasagot ni momy "I LOVE YOU BABY"

1 MONTH . di na ako naconfine. pero binalik lang nila ako when i collapsed when i was eating daw. well T_T naparami lang naman ang kain ko. dahil masarap ang foods. unlike sa HOSPITAL ang bitter ng foods. 

When i was at the hospital again nag meet kami ni litle angel -b ako kasi si G ..

"oh bumalik ka ulit??" he asked.

"ayaw mo ba??" 

"no of course  not.. buti nga bumalik ka .. i'm sure ngayon alam mo na yun sakit mo.. " he asked..

"wala parin eh!! pero.. sabi ni momy 'I LOVE YOU BABY  ' ang sakit ko.. " i answered.

"ganun ba?? ako ang sabi ng doctor wala na daw akong heart donor." biglang lumungkot yun face niya" which means di na ako mag li-live.. i'm going to leave you na." then he cried..

i was  affected a lot when he cried. wala naman akong naiintindihan sa sinabi niya no'n but affected ako sa pag iyak niya. 

"*huhu* wala na akong partner .. kung your leaving me..i can be your heart donor if you want" i suggested. wala pa naman akong alam sa pinag sasabi ko no'n eh.. kaya yun ang mga nasabi ko.

"pag dinonate mo yun heart mo sakin.. your the one whose going to die. edi ako ang nawalan ng angel G " he pouted and simply hold my Little hand "hayaan mo.. na basta pag namatay ako i'll protect you and i'll be your guardian angel"

pinanghawakan ko yun promise niyang yun.. hanggang sa inuwi na ulit nila ako. simula no'n di na ako bumalik sa HOSPITAL .. 

hanggang sa dumating yun 13TH birth day ko. Sinugod ulit nila ako  sa HOSPITAL .. biro niyo?? sa 8  years ko sa bahay i have my own nurse and ang dami daming bawal?? and still they are'nt telling me what's going on..

dahil sa 13 na ako .no'n i know that i deserved to know about my condition.. lumaki ako na di gaya ng iba. na malaya... ako maraming bawal.. sila they can enjoy the life. 13 years old can be a part of the life that full of questions.but still they are'nt telling me that's why since then i called my condition 'I LOVE YOU BABY '