Teach Me How To Kiss {Wattys2014}

Chapter 34- A Night Of Revealing Truths and Confessions part 2

Hope you like this is another part to the whole entire ("A Night Of Revealing Truths and Confessions" chapter) So please dont be made if nothing has happened yet. lol Also sorry for the wait. If you guys follow me then you know that my charger to my Mac went out and I had to order a new one. Well I have a new one now lol so everything is up and running again. Just thought Id let you guys know that. ANYWHO>>> Yeah please dont get upset if you think this chapter is boring the will be another one coming with more happenings lol. 

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OOOO also (I almost forgot) I am in the process of editing my story A BROKEN HEARTED GIRL for all who have not read that story please give it a try its a SHORT STORY and a quick read and it was my VERY FIRST story I had ever written. Its a COMPLETED story and very close to my heart. For many reasons ( One being that I took what happen to me in high school and the things that I went through and created this story) NOT EVERYTHING that happened in this story happened to me but some things did and I wrote that story to bring light to BULLYING and all the things that come with that and to show people how it affects the ones they torment. Also I added this story shows that you can also find love even in the worse of times. 

OKAY sorry for that but please go check it out if you havent already. Its been on Wattpad for a while but I never really advertised it before. Give it a chance and see if you like . Okay on to the update. lol **SORRY** FOR MY RAMBLING.

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Chapter 34- A Night Of Revealing Truths and Confessions part 2

Coming into one’s own… Over the years I’ve heard this phrase said as many times as there are meanings for it. But never have I thought myself to be someone who could honestly say that phrase in reference to myself. 

I never really understood what that phrase meant, to be honest I never really gave it any real thought as to how a phrase like that could ever be related to me. Until now. Standing in front of my floor length mirror gazing at myself, I finally understood exactly what that phrase means because as I looked over myself, over my dark hair that was now placed in a elegant up-do, my smiling face that was currently illuminated by the suns setting rays pouring in through the open curtains of my window and over the dark navy blue, one shoulder floor length gown, I felt like the phrase related to me completely now. 

And it wasn’t my outer appearance that made me come to this conclusion. No, actually had nothing to do with my outer appearance at all, instead my conclusion had everything to do with the way I felt and the confidence and maturity that I could see as I stared at myself in the mirror. 

This summer, being here with Lauren and experiencing new things and finding Jacob, it has made me realize who I am. I can truly say I have come into my own this summer. The shy, self conscious girl that arrived in Virginia Beach at the beginning of the summer was long gone and a self-assured, more bold girl who’s not afraid to put herself out there and be loved has taken her place and I couldn’t be more thrilled. I never wanted the old Mia to come back she wasn’t who I wanted to be and to be perfectly honest, I don’t think the old Mia was ever really who I was to begin with. I just think I was too afraid to show my true self. But that has all since changed now and I was going back anytime soon. 

I smoothed my hands down the sides of my dress as I turned from side to side looking over my appearance one last time. Tonight was a big night for many reasons, one being it was Jacob’s mother’s Charity event and the most important being that this night marked the end of summer. It was a reminder of what I dreaded the most and that was leaving Jacob. But other than the bitterness of the night, there was also a sweetness to this night and that started and ended with Jacob. I’d be able to spend the little time I have left here in Virginia Beach with him and that’s all that mattered right now and when this evenings festivities are over Jacob and I will spend the rest of the night together just the two of us.