Heaven or Hell (manxmen) Camp NaNowrimo 2014 Winner (Short Story)

Chapter 8

Chapter 8

Rafael…

(The Den--------->)

 During the entire ride home and with every chance I got, I watched his beautiful face and studied his engrossed features. He was staring off into space like he was thinking real hard. I wasn’t sure if I wanted to have the time to think or to make any decisions until I had the chance to persuade him to be ours. He didn’t look anxious or edgy, which was a good thing. But I still came to the conclusion that he was having negative thoughts about starting a relationship with Michael and I. I checked the rearview mirror to make sure that Michael was keeping up with me. I knew that I was speeding but I wanted to get home before Simeon had any more time to ponder and find excuses not to be with us.

 It wasn’t long before I pulled into the driveway. I purposely opened the garage door and parked to left while Michael parked to the right. Now with his car in the garage he can’t run, he didn’t have the garage door opener yet, we haven’t had the chance to give it to him since we almost always park in the driveway. Simeon climbed out of the truck and I was at his side in an instant. I really wanted to sweep him off his feet and hold him close to my body and carry him inside, but I let him walk inside on his own steam. Michael and I had been furious that he had run from us like that. I thought we at the level where he could trust us enough to talk about what he saw, it would have been a great opening for all of us, since we were procrastinating in confronting Simeon about our feelings. Now, that procrastination may have cost us this one special person.

 Michael deferred the situation to me and sometimes I wish that he would be the level headed rational one, I just wanted to love Simeon, and there I said it. I have been going back and forth on what my true feelings for this gorgeous young man were and that was it right there. I was falling for him, his strength of character, his gentle ways, and his innocence all appealed to me in ways I have never experienced before. I was scared I was going to screw things up, and that is why I have waited so long in showing him how I feel. But after what he witnessed tonight, I didn’t have that luxury anymore. I was going to take a page out Michael’s book and just lay it out straight and be blunt and get right to the point. And I hoped I will manage it with enough finesse to entice this sexy boy to be with the both of us. When I saw the enraptured look on his face earlier tonight as he watched me fuck Michaels’ face, I had felt like coming all over again. Damn, his enthralled gaze had sent my heart rate spiraling more than it already was pounding away in my chest at that moment.

 Michael and Simeon were walking in front of me, he didn’t make any attempts whatsoever to touch Simeon and I guess he was walking on eggshells around the skittish beauty just like I was. But that approach wasn’t going to work anymore, we needed to convince Simeon that he is special to us. So I cleared my throat and Michael immediately turned his head and looked at me as expected and I nodded my head and pointed to Simeon’s hand. My twin instantly picked up what I was trying to silently say to him and he turned to our man and gently laced his fingers around the much smaller hand. Simeon jumped at the first brush of my brother’s fingers but he didn’t pull away and I took that as a good sign.

 Finally, we made it to the den and Simeon went to sit on the sofa but Michael gave him a gentle tug and he wound up straddling Michael’s legs as they both plopped down on the ottoman. I watched my brother scoot backwards taking Simeon with him and I knew what he was doing, so I climbed onto the ottoman too and I sat with my legs spread on either side of them. Simeon was now sandwiched in between our chests, he was facing Michael and his back was facing me. I leaned forward and placed a gentle kiss on the back of his neck and I smiled as he sexy little body shivered underneath my touch.