Corahn
I put the last pair of jeans into my suitcase. I'm too geeked to get back to my home town. I can't wait to see tank, see all the guys from the crew, and most importantly my Mama. She doesn't know Taylor is coming with me though. I'm pretty sure she'll like Taylor, she makes a real good impression. She talks proper, she dresses appropriately, she's got a winner smile, she's pretty, she's intelligent, she's so much. Some times I think that I don't deserve her, because of where I came from. But I think that's what attracted her to me, most good girls like hood niggas.
I got word that Adrian will be at my get-together. My mama called and told me this morning. I acted as if it was all good, and as if I were happy. But I'm really not. It's not as if I don't wanna see her, it's just that I know I fucked her over. I know I made her feel as though I just left her in the wind, I know I made her feel like I didn't care. I'm just not ready to face her. I hope she doesn't start anything at the event.
I'm seriously afraid that she'll say something off the wall to me, or to Taylor. Or that Taylor may say something to her, which I doubt. Taylor's a real sweet girl, but sometimes she just can't bite her tongue. And that plus Adrian, will not mix. But I wouldn't let Adrian lay her hands on her. That would be grimy for me to let her fight her knowing Adrian's strengths. She's the only female I know that can swoop under you and drop you like a nigga from worldstar hip hop.
I just want everything to go well. I'm not gone lie, I miss Adrian. That was somebody that was real and true to me, and I was real to her ass too. I was there when her and her mama would get into it. I was there when her ass would be stranded at school. I was the one always at her games. It was all me. There was no fucking Anthony, no motherfucking August, and definitely not the little broad she call herself hanging with now. She uploaded a picture in which the female was cheesing next to Adrian, who gave one of those smirk type of smiles.
If I could take everything back, I would. The kisses, the slick flirty comments, everything that I shouldn't have done. I should've just left things as they were, but hell I couldn't control myself, I was falling for her, I didn't want to, but I was. And she was falling for me too, the difference is, I led her on.
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"Aaah!" I yelled tossing the game controller on the bed standing up. "Who's the boss?" I asked a August cuffing my ear.
He cursed under his breath and shook his head. "You cheated dawg."
"Nah nah. Hell no. We had a deal, I won. Now say that shit. Lemme ask you again, Who's the boss?"
"Ace be the boss, damn." He growled.
"You made you got yo ass whooped in 2k14 by a female? And on yo Playstation at that?" I asked
"Fuck you Adrian. When we play one on one foreal, ima make yo ass call me daddy."
"Chill out baby boy, I don't call nobody that."
"Not even Anthony?" He asked, smirking.
"Nah, nobody. I mean that." I said firmly. "Anyways, why you niggas like for a female to call you daddy, but y'all don't want a child calling y'all that shit. I swear y'all asses just as complicated as y'all claim females are."
August screwed up his face.
"Okay one, it's just attractive when a girl calls you daddy, or Papi or some shit like that. Cause that makes me feel like I gotta little control, I can't speak for these other niggas. And if I ever get a girl pregnant, Ima be there. Two, no you females be grimy, bipolar, emotional, it just be terrible. Then y'all asses claim y'all hate players, but stay up on a players dick, then expect a nigga to change."
"I get what you saying. But I don't say I hate players. What I look like hating somebody that ain't did shit to me, but I hate him for breaking a bunch of other bitches' hearts, when they stupid asses allowed that shit. So any bitch that claim she hates a player, that bitch stupid. Don't hate the player, hate them vulnerable ass hoes."
August began clapping. "Preach!"
"So answer this, how come females expect you to text first?" He asked
"Cause, when you text them first, it tells them you were thinking about them. It let's them know you still interested. When you don't, she may not text you first, when she really wants to cause she doesn't want to seem desperate, or thirsty. But shit, If I really wanna talk to yo ass I'm texting first. Fuck all the bullshit." I shrugged. Now, I gotta question for you.
"Aight, go."
"Why you niggas always get to changing in front of yo friends?"
"Shit, i'on know. It's kinda natural. We want our niggas to know 'that's bae, but I ain't pussy whipped'. So we may become a little rude, smack you on ya ass while they looking, try to tongue you down, or just act like we got you in check."
I shook my head. "But why you gotta impress yo niggas though? That shit gay."
"No nigga wants to get dogged out by his friends cause of a bitch."
"That's a damn shame."
"Anyways, what you got up for tomorrow?"
"Nothing really, Ima go to this little dinner thing tomorrow with Ce."
"That's wassup," he nodded
"Why?"
"I was just gonna ask you to go do something, I mean we don't do shit together besides work."
"Do something like what?"
He shrugged, whatever you want.
I thought for a while, "Let's go shopping?" I asked
I looked him in his eyes as he raised an eyebrow. "That's probably the most feminine thing I've ever heard yo ass say."
"Seriously, I wanna go shopping, plus Cece been wanting to go, but I've been busy."
"Hold up, ain't nobody say nothing about her." He said disprovingly.
"What? She can't go?"
He shook his head. "Nah, just me and you."
"Alright damn, just me and you. So you wanna go Saturday, after we make our drop."
"Yeah," he nodded, "Cause then we'll be finessing." He laughed
So my weekend was set pretty much. I'd be at the get together tomorrow, and dropping racks in stores Saturday. Sounds good. Even if I get pissed off, it won't really matter, cause I'll pop off then leave like ain't shit happened. I don't give a fuck. I been too nice and calm lately, let corahn or any fucking body try me, I'm popping the fuck off. Okay, maybe not. I wouldn't disrespect Mama Lockridges house. I'll just check they ass calmly.
If everything be cool, I'll be cool.
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