I woke up at 6 to the cry of Emma in the next room. A cold chill ran down my spine as I ran into her room to see her whining and crying in her coat. I shook my head and went over picking her up and tickling her making her laugh and her eyes glint with excitement as the tears stopped flowing. I smiled as her laughter filled the room and not the heart wrenching sound of her upset. I slowly walked out the room letting her snuggle into my chest and fall asleep again with a small yawn. Aww!. The hallway was silent as I walked past my parents room and crept downstairs with sleeping Emma letting out soft little snores as she dreamt of a magical place in her mind. With a sigh I walked down the stairs then to the kitchen just off to the left of the staircase and shifted Emma so she was asleep in my arms and no longer clinging to my dress shirt pulling it further down than I would of wanted then carefully placed her in her cot next to the table as I rush around making a coffee and her milk.
The pitter patter of feet from upstairs drew my attention away from watching Emma's tiny body twist and turn in her sleep as her angelic face wore a small frown only noticeable if you looked closely. I wonder what she's dreaming about. "Morning hunny" mum's excited and wide awake voice said as she entered the kitchen pulling her boyfriend Trent along with her. I glared at their entwined hands and grumbled a "Morning mum" back. "How's Emma?" mum asked walking over to the cot with adoration in her eyes. "She's good just woke me up actually" I said glancing at the clock on the mantle. 7:30!?!. "Mum can you look after Emma for me I have to do my paper round then go to work, but I will drop her off at the nursery" I said in a rust going over to Emma and planting a small kiss on her tiny forehead and running back upstairs and to my room. The smell of my dusty room filled my nostrils inviting me in with open arms as my black and white bed drew me in. The coffee pulsed threw my body making me ignore my tired state and fast walk to my walk in wardrobe and pull out a simple blood red summer dress then a pair of black converses and strip from my dress shirt and short shorts before pulling the silk summer dress over my head and drop perfectly onto my body fitting perfectly to my new body, clinging tightly to my new found curves and making my bigger breasts look smaller and the perfect size. I sighed in pleasure as I felt the silk caressing my skin then slipped on pair of black trainer socks followed by my tattered old converses what actually looked really good with the dress. I walked over to my full length mirror and looked at my reflection with a smile seeing my perfectly loose curly black hair stretching to just bellow my chest then my piercing bright blue eyes looking like electric blue with flecks of black around the edges drawing you in then of course my now curvy body with a surprising slender and toned stomach even after a few months ago I was as big as a walrus....thank god for Emma finally being out. I searched my jewellery box and found my favourite lip rings of metallic red and black then put all four in and crossing them at both sides of my rosy lips.
My eyes glanced at the clock reading 7:50. I really got to go now. I ran to my bed diving on it then crawling to the bed post on the other side and took off the paper bag pulling the black and white checked strap on my shoulder and letting the black bag flop against the middle of my thigh before darting out my bedroom and down the stairs before going back to the kitchen and over to Emma whispering "I love you Emma and I will be back in about half a hour. Sweet dreams" before kissing her soft baby skin and reluctantly drawing back and darting out the kitchen and to the front door. The soft summers breeze flushed over my skin as the sun bathed my golden skin in it's warm glow as the cool breeze made sure I didn't get too hot. Perfect. I pulled out my ipod what I grabbed before coming out the door and untangled the black hair phones as I speed walked towards the village shop and pushed them into my ears and the soft tune of Blacklisted Me - Emerald Eyes filled my ears making a smile creep on my lips as I listened to the lyrics.
"Beneath a sea of humility
And you're drowing when you're looking up so hopelessly
On your own
Your hands were once so strong
The man I love is gone