Pieces of Life (one shot collection)

I MISS YOU, I REALLY DO

SOMETHING OUT OF BOREDOM~ SORRY IF IT'S LAME. I'VE WRITTEN THIS FOR A PROJECT BEFORE AND I WAS BORED THAT TIME SO THIS CAME UP. :))

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September 1, 2011. Time flies so fast. Today is our special day. I even asked my boss for a leave. I woke up early and prepared for the occasion.

When I was driving downtown to go to the flower shop, I was thinking of her. I remembered our first anniversary. It was such a fun night. She was wearing this red dress. I miss her so much. I miss her smell, her laugh, her smile. I miss that face that she gives me whenever I say some cheesy stuff. I started to become gloomy but I drove that away because this is supposed to be our happy day. I bought two long stemmed rose, this is her favourite.

As I was walking down the street to where my car was parked, I think I just saw her. That's impossible! She's not here! I rub my eyes, then it was clear, that vision was just a figment of my imagination. Sadness was all over my face again. God, I miss her! I suddenly remembered our fourth anniversary. That was the day wheen I proposed to her. Tears were running down her cheeks. She wasn't saying anything. I thought she was going to decline so I stood up from kneeling down on one knee, but then she hugged me so tight and said yes. With that thought, a smile suddenly appeared on my face. God knows how I'm longing for her touch. I want to hear her voice, the same voice that sends shivers to my spine. I want to hold her hand that peerfectly fits in with mine. I miss her to death.

I decided to go the supermarket. It was just around the block so I walked. Memories just keep on flooding in my mind. It's like a CD that was replaying on my mind, over and over and over again. When I got there, I bought strawberries dipped in chocolate, her favourite. I bought lots and lots of it and proceeded to the counter. I looked down my basket and flashed a fake smile. I miss her so much! I miss my fiancé. I miss the way she walks, the way she laughs whenever I sing. I miss whenever she's like a super red tomato when I kiss her. I was thinking of her too much that I didn't notice I was next in line. So I paid and went outside. I looked up and it was getting late.

I went back to my car and drove to where she is. I go here often, so everything was normal and familiar. I started to walk in with the roses and the strawberries. I was looking at my sides to see if there was anything new. I read it as I was passing by one by one. I always read this things to the point the I memorized it all. It reminds me how lucky I was. Then I forced a smile when I saw where she is. I came near her and put down one rose.

"Happy 6th Anniversary baby."

I put down the second the second rose and started to get teary eyed. I slowly spoke.

"I hope you're happy baby. Remember what I promised? Every September 1, I should be happy like nothing happened. It's been already a year since that ... "

A tear fell. I just can't say it.

"I miss you so much! I can't forget you, I can't replace you. I'll forever love you. Though our relationship didn't get to the point that we'll say til death do us part, I will still keep that in my heart because I know, wherever you are now, you still love me. I love you baby. I'll be going okay? I don't want to cry infront of you again. I love you, i really really do."

And so with that I left with tears that just can't stop from falling down.