I DON'T LOVE YOU, I HATE YOU |BoyxBoy| {Editing}

Our bodies were held close, my chest on his. I didn’t know whether this was right or whether I was now just being driven by the lust that I had towards him. The lust I had towards his body. His body was something that I never could look away from. His firm, perfectly built body, it was perfection.

I felt a strain on my upper legs as I stood on my toes. I ignored the feeling and pulled him in closer. The kiss between us grew more passionate and intense. I wanted to let myself go. I wanted let loose those emotions I kept locked up. The intense embrace between us and the hot breath that brushed on my face made everything inside my head disappear. All my rational thoughts vanished.

He was a good bit taller than I was, it took effort on my part to reach his lips. But now that I had his locked with mine I wasn’t going to let anything get in the way of it. Not even the cramping pain of my calves.  

I felt his hand run down my back. They stopped at the rim of my pajama bottoms. His hand squeezed the skin of my lower back as he kissed me harder. A single moan passed my locked lips as the pain of that pinch passed through me.

My hands were firmly placed on either side of his face. My palms covered his ears and thumbs brushed his cheeks while I pulled him closer. My hands felt the sensual movement of his jaw moving as he kissed me, opening his mouth wider with each incredible open kiss. Our tongues clashing and massaging. It drove me insane. 

His other hand was placed on to my back holding me closer. The kiss was at its climax, it was breathless and borderline orgasmic.

The hand he had placed above the rim of my pajama bottoms lowly slid through the elastic waist. His cold hands met my bare skin when his hand maneuvered through the fabric of my underwear and touched the warm skin. I shuddered at his touch but it only made me want to pull him in more, touch him,

feel him.

This burning fire inside grew brighter and hotter. It started at my chest and it spread through my body like a shiver.

His hand tightened over one cheek and I moaned at the feeling of his hand squeezing it. My breath became heavy. My chest pounded. Even though I had my eyes closed I could feel him grin while he squeezed the left buttock. His teeth grabbed my lower lips playfully and pulled my faced closer.

My hands fell from his face and scaled his broad and firm chest. Images from the time I saw him without his shirt crossed my mind. With every bump on his chest that my fingers passed the images cleared, I could see them as if it was happening right that second. It exited me. I felt a spark in me. My heart hammed against my chest when his lips left my lips and suddenly came into contact with my neck. I gasped and grabbed to his shirt. He nibbled on the exposed flesh on my neck while holding my head back with his other hand. Suddenly my body grew hotter, breath heavy and I gasped with a moan when his hot kisses traveled to my collarbone.

A tingling feeling passed right through me like electricity. His nibble on my neck felt overwhelmingly electric.

What the hell was that!          

I felt his lips stretch once more as he licked the surface of my neck that he sucked on. My eyes were squeezed shut. I dared not to open them. I wanted him to kiss me again. My lips felt swollen from his strong ecstasy like kisses. 

“Derek” he unexpectedly whispered with his lips still in contact with my skin.

“uhu” was my response. No words would pass.

“what are you doing?” he chuckled pulling his warm lips away.  

My eyes flicked open when I felt his hand pull out from my pants slowly. His face was still dangerously close to mine as he smirked. I controlled the urge to just kiss those lips of his. Self control. What was wrong with me! I never wanted anything so badly, why was I so forward! I didn’t make sense. Even to myself I didn’t make sense.  

I looked at him wondering what he was talking about. He looked down and my eyes followed his stare. A blush immediately materialized on my face.

I not only had an erection from his kisses but also my hands were on his belt half way undoing it. I hoped to god he didn’t notice that I had an erection but who was I kidding it was obvious and easily noticeable through the material that clung to my skin.