Life might be a bitch, but I can be a better one! Book one of:I am Not a Summer

calm...........ish

I've always been different. And I've always wanted to be more different. The things I want are power, intellegence, and difference. I've also always had a terribly dark mind. Ever since I can think of, I've had dreams, and daydreamsof boys and girls being beaten. But in the end they live happily ever after. But I don't get one. No one can understand me. I've always had the need to be diifferent. I've discovered that my brain waves are extremly steady, and low. This means my mind is calm. I just want to be supernatural.I just want to be different. God, I don't know if you're listening anymore, but please, help me through this nightmare.