Just smile and act like everything is alright. Like you did all those years, you can act Youé! I sigh softly and take Laura's hand who's sitting next to me. Today is the concert and Laura is a bit more relaxed. She's going to perform with the boys tonight, she loves to perform.
The one time that I performed with the boys went quite well. But the crowd was kind of upset because I replaced Laura. I understood so I never performed again. And I see the Laura enjoys it much more than me, she deserves it to perform. Danielle and Perrie stayed the night, and because the girls had nowhere to go, I slept in Louis' room and Laura in Harry's. And Danielle at Liam's and Perrie at Zayn's. But nothing happened. Laura and I spied at them whole night, unfair I know.... "So Laura, you're Zayn's girlfriend?" Perrie asks and Laura tenses but keeps her calming smile.
"Yeah, I am" she says with confident and I see Zayn smile at her. "Youé, you're Liam's lovely girlfriend, right?" Danielle asks. I nod and smile, while gritting my teeth together. "Let's eat breakfast" Harry says and he walks to the kitchen. I see Laura walking to Zayn, probably begging him for choosing her an outfit. I quickly get up and rush to Louis' room. I close it and fall down on the bed and groan. I'm not really hungry. But the thought of food is overwhelming. It's 11 am now. So I can't. I have strict rules, no food before 12. "Where's Youé?" I hear Liam ask and I sit straight up. No, he can't come and force me, I need to hide. I look around, closet? No way to predictable. "She slept at Louis' tonight, I guess she's there." I hear Perrie saying. YOU IDIOT PERRIE.
"Wait, Liam. I'll go check on her." Louis opens the door and closes it again quickly. My eyes widen. Louis is even stronger then Liam. I crawl back onto the bed. "Calm down Youé, I'm not going to force you" he says and takes a step closer. He's lying. "Liar" I say and he closes his eyes and sighs. "I know you hate it when people force you things. But this has to stop, breakfast is the most important meal of the day." he says and shows a little smile.
"Thanks for pointing that out, I'm going to....take a shower" I say and try to slip past him. "You're not. You're going to tell me what scares you so much about eating breakfast" he says and I try to slip away. "No, Louis. I'm going to take a shower." I say and he frowned. "Maybe Liam can't but I can force you" he says in a threatening tone. "You wouldn't" I say and he raises his eyebrows. Then he grabs my upper arms and lifts me to the bed, throws me down and kneels with both knees next to my waist, holding my both wrists above my head. I'm shocked. The first moment I was stand in against the door, the next moment I'm laying on the bed with Louis above me. "You have a chance to explain yourself now, if it's a good excuse, I'll leave you. But most likely I'll bring you to the table and make you eat eggs and bacon." he says. "Woah, I've never forced someone to eat eggs and bacon before.." he says. I take this moment in my advantage and slip underneath him, just when my hand lays on the door, ready to open it, 2 arms close around my waist and lift me up.
"Spilled that chance, let's go" he says and opens the door, lifts me into his arms while I struggle but his grip feels weird. It's strong but gentle too, he looks down at me and explores my face with his blue eyes. Tears begin to well up in my eyes and a frown begins to form between his eyes. He stops walking and a tear escapes my eye. "Youé" he whispers and I close my eyes. Is this acting? Yeah, kinda. But I hate throwing up, and that will upset him more than crying, so this is better for everyone. He sighs and I open my eyes slowly. "We'll wait till 12" he whispers but then Liam enters the room. "There you are! I was looking for you." Liam says and takes me into his arms. Oh no. "No, Liam" I say and try to escape from his grip. "Yeah, and don't play those games with me, I know you're a good actor" he says and I look at Louis. His jaw drops and he looks disappointed. He gets me into the kitchen and puts me down on his lap. "Eat" he says and I look at the plate. "I think you're hungry." he says and pecks my cheek. He gets the fork and put a little piece of bacon on it. "Open" he says I get a -.- expression on my face. I'm not 4 years old! "Open Youé" he says and I open my mouth. When the food enters my throat, I chew and swallow. I know it's wrong, I'm just gaining more weight now. That's the worst thing I can do! Danielle is way thinner than me! So I have to lose weight now, and not gain.