Taste of failure.

Taste of failure
Without an answer
I am no author
Just a beggar
Just a bleeder.
My veins are darker
Without a chapter.
I am not clever
Just a drifter
Just a drinker.
Want to go faster
Break this fever
And taste of failure.
But I have a fracture
And no future
Without my grammar.
It sinks in deeper
It sinks in harder
This awful taste of failure.
Awake at this late hour
Thoughts just like a killer
Slaved to labor
Now, not later
No more laughter
Only failure.
I am no lover
Just a liar
Just a loner
A giant loser
With the brand of failure.
Make it louder
Make it softer
Doesn’t matter
All a failure.
Hate the mixture
In the mirror.
Made the offer
Was returned with failure.
It’s all over.
Blank piece of paper
Holds no pleasure
Only failure.
Wanted power
Too much pressure
Death come quicker
I can’t bare the failure.
Speak to the reader
Try to be the rhymer
Gets much rougher
To enjoy, to savor
When all that’s left is failure.
My words are not scripture
I am not a savior
Nor a scholar
Nor a soldier
Just a failure.
It makes me shiver
Shudder
Simmer
Stammer
But never smarter
Just a slacker
Smoker
Stealer
Smasher
With the taste of failure.
It’s always bitter
Never sweeter
With terrible texture
This nasty taste of failure.
Rolling thunder
Buzz is thicker
Never tender
Always torture
This disease called failure.
Look for treasure
Find the failure.
Finger on trigger
Be death’s victor
Watch the vulture
Grow much weaker
With the poison of failure.
Voice only a whisper
It’s almost winter
I am no writer
Just a wisher
Just a worker
With an eternity called failure.