Silence

Sitting it the corner,

Hands covering my head,

Crying, screaming can you hear me?

Blood dripping down,

Down my arm into a pool of redness.

Why won’t it stop?

Why is my heart slowing down?

When did the lub-dub stop?

When was it ever really beating?

NEVER,

Because no one ever cared!

Now lying there in my own self-pity,

Barely breathing I once again grab the blade,

Holding it to my throat.

Do I give up?

Is it worth the pain or agony?

*GASP*

Blood trickling down my body,

Fighting for my last breath,

My heart stops and is once again

Silenced…..