Faded Memories ( Logans Story)

WARNING this may be a little graphic so if you don't like sex or whatever skip this part just so you know..

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Things seem to be going well for us and I was totally and madly in love with her we spent every minuete we could togerther.

Me and Blair had quit hanging out as much as we used to but he seemed ot understand and had found him a little ole girl to be with as well.

We were now in high school and things seemed to be going well, me and Blair did our usual now that he could drive us to school.

We would get up in the morining and go hunting before school, or if it was out of season we would go fishing all which was done in the woods behind his house, and cut through the same woods to HWY 18 and go to the school which was about a mile away from where we came out of the woods.

Now Kassy was a Senior at a different school and sometimes when she got out early she would come pick me up to hang out or go fishing or whatever we decided to do.

One day we decided to go out to the barn where my horses were at to have some alone time, we always kept a blanket in the car for when we would go to the park or something and lay in the grass.

We found us a nice quiet spot in the back pasture and laid down, her head was on my shoulder and she was curled up next me. Before I knew it we were both naping, it was so pieceful nobody to bother us and no sounds of the hwy or anything just us.

I remember that day so clearly even the smells i can still smell today; her Ed Hardy perfume with a mixture of fresh cut hay from the past weekend, it was an amazing thing.

We laid out there all day long and before we knew it, the sun had gone down and the moon come out, the temperature was starting to drop but things between us seemed to be heating up.

Soft kisses on the lips soon went to the neck, I had chills running up and down my spin, my hair stood up on end, it was almost as if my back was cramping from the sensation i was feeling. I could feel her breath on my neck and ears as both our hearts raced; soon I found myself feeling up and down her body.

Before I knew it i had slipped her shorts off and she was fighting with my belt buckle and then my shirt. I was so nervous i didn't know what to do next, even though it was cold out we were both sweating. We eventually got to that point of making love, but then there was a prob.

It wasn't my fault or hers we were both hot and ready and she was well lets just say dripping, so we gave it our best shot and it just didn't work. It was hurting her to bad and so hard to push anymore, so I called it quits.

On the way home she kept apologizing but i didn't know why she didn't do anything wrong and we gave it a shot it just didn't work. I was just so excited to get that far that was a first for me, and I loved her all the more even though we didn't do it.

The next weekend we hung out she went with me and one of my good friends that I grew up with so Me, Kassy, Josh and Amber went out to Joshes brothers house Justin Adcock his wife was gone with the kids and he wanted to drink.

This was our first night of drinking and we had a good time taking shots with a board game of checkers; Kassy didn't want to take shots so I took hers for her. Before I knew it we were heading home and neither one of us were drunk nor tired, and on the way back to Josh and Amber's apartment, she bet me I wouldn't make love to her tonight, and I didn't really give her an answer but I had already made up my mind because we were both staying together tonight.

We were laying on the floor of the apartment in the living room when things started to heat up again. But this time she pulled a bottle of Strawberry Kewi Lube from her purse that she had bought without me knowing.

This time it worked and I still cannot wrap my head around that night is was so special. And it lasted little over an hour which for my first time I was proud of myself, but I did notice she never did take her shirt off even though I tried and she did the same thing the time before; I found this weird but didn't dwell on it to much.

I was now 14 years old while she was 18 and had just been made a man, this finally tied the knot for me that she was the only one for me. I was so happy at this time and just knew she was the only one for me, she was deffinatly the only one I would ever love.

When we were done we just whispered sweet nothings to each other and exchanged I love yous before she fell asleep, and as for me I didn't sleep all night.