I didn't mean to upset her it wasn't meant to happen , Harry gave me a sympathetic look " i believe you " i was so angry with my self that wasn't meant to happen i had always loved Tay always since the first time i had lay ed eyes on her , but i had just screwed up all the chances i ever had of making her mine again.
I questioned my self everyday asking myself why i had left her why i had never called never seen how she was , i had made her have this hate for me , i didn't blame her , she needed me , i didn't Even know about her mum , this made me feel Evan worse she needed me the most when her mum died and i was not there for her what a crap friend i must be , Harry snapped me out of my thinking "come on bro we have to go we need to get ready for the show ,as much as i loves preforming it was making me so tired having one every night.
I nodded and sat up the girl's had left an hour ago , i still felt bad i tried to forget about the while thing and went to get a shower .
Tay are you ok i could hear Emily shouting at me i had swithced of i didn't want to talk to anyone , i just wanted to be left alone to think about what had just happened , Emily gave up and walked into my living room , being eighteen i had moved out from my parents house ,
"come on Tay come watch tv " i stood up and went to sit down she turned on the new's "this just in " siad the tv prentor "louis tomlinson membor of one direction just walked of the stage and ran of somewere " Emily startd at the TV open mothed , "we dont know were he has gone but the fans are going menal " .
I grabbed the reomte adn flicked the channel over "everywere i go i see or hear about him " i muter under my breath , "Tay why do you think he did that maybe it's about what happened between you to " i laugthed Emily was a bit slow " you think " i say , you need to talk to him " i rolled my eyes Emily was such a drama queen she was making such a big deal out of nothing ,everyone was , why did they all thinlk that i cared .
I stood up and walked out into the hall " i am going for a walk i will see you latter and with that i walked out and slammed the door , i needed some time to think about what the hell was going on , i still loved louis so why was i pushing him away why was i being so mean , i didn't know , or did i , if i loved him i would not be doing this i didn't want to hurt him , maybe i should just stay away from him .
I didn't know were i was going or what i was doing i was to lost in my own thoughts , i suddenly looked up to find my self at the hotel were the boys were staying , , i wanted to go in and talk to him , i opened the nig doors and walked to the desk it was the same woman form before she winked at "just go uo sweety " i noded and made my way to the lift pressing the buton and waiting for the door's to open .
I stept into the lift and waited untill we reached the floor i then steped out and made my way to the boys room i knocked on the door , and waited for someone to open it no one did i pushed the door and it opened no one semed o be hear , i suddenly hered , someone crying and i made my way to louis room and sat on the bed was louis his golden brown hair was all messed his eyes locked into me , " i am so sorry " i suddenly lost all my hate for him i edged closer to him , untill i wa stood infrount of him he pulled me into a hug "i love you he wisper's , i looked up " i love you to " he pulled my face close to his and crashed his lips to mine .
I kissed him back we hered a knock on the door but we ignored it i was lost in the moment , i herd a girls voice then i pulled away , Louis was looking at the floor , the girl glared at me , "and who are you " i look at louis , "what the hell " he looks at me more tears spilling down his face , "this is Eleanor ,my umm girlfriend "
"your what " i spit ,
" i am so sory i just forgot you are "
"save it " i snap don't ever talk to me again do you get it never again i hate you " with this i storm out of the room and into the lift i try to hold back the tears i tought he loves me he said he did he said that he loves me but no he has a girl reind , i hated him , why had i ever trusted him again why did i let my self think that it was ok why ? i asked my self this question over and over agian.
I finily reached the bottom and stepped out i ran out of the lobby and out the door were the tears streemed dwn my face "i hate you louis tomlinson " i sreamed i ran i didn't care were i was going i just ran , i suddenly hered some car breack and bam i was flung into the air and then nothing just blackness ,
well what do you think i know that is is short again i will try to make it longer next time i know i keep sayng that lol but i will try really hard next time :) anway comment fan vote :) :) love you guyssss <3
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