Chapter 17: Edited.
Finally a long chapter. Sad, lovely and confusing at the same time.
Tears started to stream down my face but Louis didn’t notice me. Eleanor Jane Calder just kept shoving her tongue down Louis’ throat.
I got Goosebumps everywhere; my cheeks were covered with black mascara tears.
How could he? How? How?
Liam pushed me away, making his way straight to Louis and Eleanor. Louis had a confused expression on his face, but still – unreadable.
Liam was unbelievable furious and directly punshed Louis in his face. His cheek was a mixture of Liam’s fingerprints, red and a light blue.
He deserves way more.
Why did he cheat on me? What did I do wrong?
He promised me to never ever ditch me again.
But again, promises are here to be broken.
Louis is a cheater and will always be a cheater.
A week after our very first date someone told me that he was still with Hannah Walker.
I felt so bad about that. I wish I’d told her.
And then he ditched her with Eleanor.
Why did I even have to fall in love with him? Why do I always fall for the ones that would never feel the same anyway?
I was just so happy about the fact that I didn’t waste my first time having sex on him.
Even though I tried to hide the pain, it felt like someone had stuck a knife right into the center of my heart.
My cheeks got all icy and sticky
“You’re a fucking douchebag boy!” Liam shouted, pointed at me and I saw how Louis’ eyes wandered to the figure of mine.
Shock, Pain and Anger were reflected in his eyes. His jaw dropped and he pulled Eleanor away. “It’s not what it looks like.” He muttered under his breath, his eyes were glassy.
“Are you fucking kidding me?” Liam and I chorused, looking at one another..
Louis snorted. “Look.” He came closer. “She was the one kissing me.”
Eleanor cleared her throat loudly and snorted. “You were the one kissing me!” She crossed her arms. “At least you were the one starting it.”
Louis stared at me. A mixture of anger and disbelief covered his face. He shook his head wildely. “Bullshit, she -.”
I cut him off. “Louis, I don’t give a damn shit. You’re a fucking cheater and you’ll always be. Stop defending yourself. It helps to absolutely nothing. “ I shook my head in disappointment. “I trusted you. I really did.” My voice started to break. “Especially when you promised me that it’s never gonna happen again. You lied. Just like you lie to everyone. I’m fucking done with you.”
And with that I left.
“Look.” Nina shook her head. “You deserve better. Stop crying honey.”
I layed my head on her shoulder and she wrapped her arms around me, making ‘psssht’ noises.
As I heard knocking I immediately lifted my head up.
Caroline entered the room, an anxious expression on her face.
“Yeah.” I blinked several times to wipe my tears away.
“Louis wants to talk to you.”
I sighed. “For the fucking hundredth time – NO!”
But it was too late. Louis leaned in the door frame – an unreadable expression on his face.
Louis didn’t look better than I did.
“It’s been a week.” He sniffled. “What do you want?” I shrugged, trying to sound coldly.
He sat down next to me, trying to stroke my shoulder.
“Don’t fucking touch me!” I cried with disgust.
He looked at me with shock and pulled his fingers away. “Let me explain.”
I shrugged, rolling my eyes. “Hurry up.”