I'm In-LOVE with this Crazy Girl [HiATUS]

***** Chapter Eight: The Long Awaited Day *****

“Err, guys alis muna ako sandali. Pupuntahan ko lang sya.”

“Okay, bye!” sabay-sabay nilang sabi.

Habang naglalakad ako, nag text ako sa kanya.

~Sent~

Isang desisyon ang nabuo sa isipan ko.

Bahala na!

Ano man ang mangyayari…

tama man o mali…

pagsisihan ko man o hindi…

gagawin ko ‘to!

Sabi nga nila, BAHALA NA SI BATMAN!

And GOD be with me…

*****

I looked at her, walking her way gracefully towards my direction. She has this smile of an angel painted on her red lips! I watched as the silent unseen winds blew her hair, showing her ever so happy face. I can’t forget that same bright twinkling eyes that woke me up the day we first met! I just wonder what her reaction will be after knowing my decision. Will she be?

“Hoy! Nakatulala ka jan? Problema mo?” – ang laki ng ngiti nya, ganda talaga! ^________^ Parang kanina lang she looked sad and down pero ngayon ang lapad na ng ngiti nya. Mood swings?

“Upo ka muna.” – ako. I feel like an idiot in this situation.

“Bat nga pala pinapunta mo pa ako dito? Ganito ba talaga ka importante ang sasabihin mo, na di pwede sabihin sa tawag lang?” sya sabay upo.

“Di na ako magpapaligoy-ligoy pa… Kasi may sasabihin lang sana akong importante sayo CG.” I seriously said.

Napalis ang ngiti sa mga labi nya. Nakakunot ang noong nakatingin sakin. Mga mata nya’y nagtatanong. Nararamdaman din kaya nya ang nararamdaman ko ngayon?

“I’ve been thinking about this mula kanina. And finally, I come up with an answer.” I added. Geez, I’m getting very nervous! Is it really this hard?

“Su, di kita maintindihan.” Naguguluhang sabi nya.

“CG, I gotta tell you this bago pa natin to pagsisihan sa huli.” – I held her shivering hands. They’re cold just like mine.

I can feel her uneasiness. Mukhang di sya mapakali. Ako man ay gayun din!

I took a deep breath in, then out as I looked at her straight in the eyes.

“Gusto kong itigil na natin tong pagpapanggap na’to!” I firmly said.

Sa sinabi kong yun ay nabitiwan nya ang kamay ko. It’s too late now.

Tears started to ran down her cheeks. “Look, if it’s still about how I acted kanina, just forget it okay? Di ko naman alam na nakukulitan kanina eh.” Umiiyak na sya ngayon, at sa harapan ko pa!

“I promise magpapakabait na ’ko! If you think I’m annoying and loud everytime, I promise I’ll change that. Just please don’t do this to me Ryu!” she begged. I can’t bear seeing her face like that. It’s as if she’s in great pain and I just can’t afford to see her like that, crying because of me.

Hinawakan ko ng mahigpit ang kamay nya. I must end this, NOW!

“My decision is final. Let’s stop pretending, please?” I tightened my grip.

“B-bakit?” – she looked away, trying to wipe her tears with her hand. I should be the one doing that!

“Pagod na kasi ako kapapanggap eh! Please, itigil na natin ‘to…” – ako. Hindi parin binibitawan ang kamay nya.

I heaved out a sigh, then…

“…at pwede bang…