this chapter inspired by moments even if you dont like them please listen to it by one direction.no i dont love them because of there looks or there accents.unlike some people i actualley like there music.
we were packing our stuff.and glaring at ray.who was dark faced and scarce. everytime he looked at us back i would smile.but he wouldnt do it back. on the plane he spoke for the first time since last night. "its crazy.i give her so much stuff.its driving me insane.she wants but never gives." he said fiddling with the seams of his jacket. everyone else was asleep so it was just me. let me give you some girly advice.i said walking over to him. i kneeled beside him. "let her go"i whispered."if she doesnt wanna be with you every moment then shes got something wrong with her" i said in a soothing.loosing someone you loved was only the story of my life. i tear ran down his face. i remembered.they were engaged.they where having there marriage in a few weeks. she was the runaway bride.
POV OF THE RUNAWAY BRIDE
i stared out the plane window.i was in encomney class and was getting some stares from girls with the breath of life boys tops on. the rain was pouring down the window like my tears.the tubulance was quite violent.but i felt it was god giving me some advice.go back. if i could i would. i wonder why i did this.when his smile gave me warmth.his love gave me life.his personality gave me everything i desired.i was shaken back and fourth all of a sudden by tubulance a studess voice was on the speaker. a calmy spoken emugency annoucent came across but through me it sounded like this EVERYONE WE ARE GOING TO DIE DUE TO LIGHTINING AND WE ARE NOW HURDLING TO THE SEA IN THE MIDDLE OF WHOOP WHOOP.YOU HAVE NO CHANCE OF SURVIVING BUT JUST PUT ON SOME YELLOW BLOW UP TOPS. The passenegers began to scream. i got the life jacket out.and preyed.and promised to myself that if i survived ray would be my number one criteara.
POV OF ROBIN
it was on the news in washington. a plane going to hollywood. and no known survivors. we rung up the manager and she said she was on that plane. ray excused himself. dominic sat back into his chair. ethan went to see ray. i broke into sobs.it was my fault. i didnt stop her. i should of tried harder. ray will never marry the one he loves.because of me. dominic hugged me.but i pushed him away.it was the first time i had done that. but he understood. i walked out to the balcony and the cold night air surronded me. i breathed in. and leant against the edge of the balcony and stared at the city. cars went on normally. i felt like shouting at them tell them to aknowledge what had just happened. suddenly ray was beside me. he was the only one a felt like talking to. "she'll be alive" i suddenly said.i dont even know how i got that outta my mouth. he looked at me with a strange look. "sorry.its just..i dont know..but all of a sudden i feel like...shes...alive" i said confused myself.he nodded and looked at the city "i know the feeling" he said quietly.
but the show must go on. we did the washington concert. it felt meaningless. nothing at all. i didnt even know i was singing. no one looked happy. no one was smiling at the crowd. we wernt enthusiactic. ray got some chords wrong. of course no one noticed. part from us. no one else in the crowd knew.in the middle of justices song.ray walked off stage. i saw him behind the curtains kicking stuff. i looked back at the crowd. they seemed almost selfish. it wasnt there fault they didnt know.but it would be in the news anytime soon knowing the papparazzi.
sure enough the next day it was.there was also i picture of ray walking of stage. ray threw it off the balconey.the mangager couldnt care less. she was telling us to pack and she was buzzing around smiling. holly seemed very upset on the whole topic due to the fact she and ray were on the thin line between hate and friends.
tears were still shed.but words were not said on the topic.it was all "i miss her" or "she was amazing".
we flew from state to state did a show.and forgot it each day. we eventelley stopped singing justices song. since ray couldnt do it.and now the fans understood.but some didnt give a damn and just screamed "ILL BE YOUR WIFE" ray got angry about this. and never smiled.
finally in england he smiled again. someone sent him a scrapbook of all the photos of them together. and were respectful over the fact.said that they loved her alot.and they will miss her.and wished him the best. he cried but smiled.