The 30 Day Letter Challenge

My crush. Well this is a SUPER LONG story...but I'll tell the short one...

Okay, to start, one of my closest friends liked/likes him. Yeah, I know...  We went to different schools, but we both liked him. When we met, she told me how much she liked him. I basically just sat there, not knowing what to do...but eventually we both knew that eachother liked him. Suprisingly, it didn't tear us apart (because we were like instant bffs), it actually broght us together. I guess looking back, we both bonded over him. Well I still like him. I always have. We may not be the best of friends, but he is very special to me....

 Dear _______,

            I don't even know where to start. I like you, okay? I really really like you. You are the ONLY guy that has a big heart and is nice and an amazing person alltogether. The ONLY guy that I want. I'm not perfect, and I know that. Some people could never see us together. They see you with the "perfect" girl. But with you, NOTHING else even matters. I don't care what they say, it doesn't matter at all because we don't have to live up to others' expectations. Yeah, I know this is cheesey, but it's how I feel. Well I guess, it's hard to put my feelings onto paper, or should I say type them? Whatever, it doesn't matter. I know that I have said that I didn't like you right in front of you like an idiot, when I really did, and that was extrememly stupid of me because you have no idea how bad I want to tell you how I feel. You have NO idea. I've heard girls before say how you used to "like" them and flirt with them and whatever, and that BREAKS my heart. It really breaks my heart. I would say that I love you, but I don't even know what love is, but YOU are the closet person I have ever gotten to experiencig real love. And I know that. Cheesy again, I know. But really it's the truth. No matter what, you will ALWAYS be in my heart. ALWAYS....

                          Forever,

                                        Me.