Thanks for all the feedback. I am seriously overwhelmed with all the nice comments. Thanks so much! I've decided to do most of this chapter in Milan's point of view so you can really see how he is feeling. Not just being told but you can feel his emotions about what happened. I apologize for any typos on last chapter. I wrote it at 1 in the morning haha
I woke up with a tear stained face. I was not going to face Milan today. All he was going to say is sorry and that's not good enough. I put my hand on my cheek where he had hit me then walked over to the mirror and took my hand away. My face was red and there was a bit of a bruise forming. I'm still in awe that he actually did that. I was in more shock about him hitting me that I didn't even think about the pain. Avoiding him for a while may be a good thing to do. I'd only come out of my room when he wasn't home or when he was sleeping. I heard him shuffling down the hallway. I sprinted to my door and locked it to make sure there was no way for him to come in. He walked away for a while then came back and slid something under my door. I picked it up to read it. One thing I had to say about this: He's so sweet
I got absolutely no sleep last night. All the guilt is eating me from the inside. Never have I ever felt like this before. I have never been in so much pain, heartbreak, and guilt. The pain I felt is overwhelming. Now I have to face my teammates after all of this. How will they take it? Should I even tell them? Is Addi going to tell her dad? These questions keep going through my mind and I can't find an answer to any of them. I walked towards Addi's door and was about to knock but I backed away quickly, knowing she wouldn't want to talk to me. I ran to my room and found a piece of paper and pen. I began to write on the paper I wrote "Addi, I'm going to practice I'll be home later, I love you, Milan<3" After I finished the big heart I put after my name, I went to Addi's door and slid the note underneath it in the crack. Before I walked out the door I heard her footsteps and heard the scratch of the paper on the floor. My drive to practice was odd. I always take Addi to practice with me. She brings a lot of positive energy to the team. She's just a funny, friendly, quirky girl that everyone loves. I know that I will not be on my game tomorrow night. I just can't be. I pulled into the parking lot at the same time as Nathan. Nathan is one of my best friends, even if I don't tell him what happened he will figure it out.
"Hey Looch" Nathan looked behind me to see that Addi wasn't folliwing "Where's Addi?"
"Home" I said looking at the ground ashamed of myself
"Ok what's wrong" He reads me like a book
"We got into an argument"
"From how upset you are, I'm guessing there's a little more to it than that." Nathan raised his eyebrow "Come on Looch you can tell me anything"
"You're going to hate me"
"I could never hate you, but right now I feel like a chick trying to figure out what's wrong so just tell me" He smiled trying to cheer me up but his smile faded when he saw that it wasn't working.
"I don't want to say it out loud"
"Oh my goodness you are such a kid just text it to me" I took out my phone and typed a messaged "we got into an argument and i slapped her" is what it read. It took a few second for Nathan to get the text. He opened it up and his eyes widened as he read it. He nodded and started walking ahead of me. I caught up to him.
"I told you that you would hate me"
Nathan sighed and said "I don't hate you, I just hate the decision you made" He walked with me but then brough up another subject "So what happened between Addi and Tyler? I saw that he made her upset but I didn't get the info"
"He has a girlfriend"
Nathan scoffed "Typical, he finds a girl that's not a slut and throws it all away in a matter of days" We got into the locker room and saw that we were the last to arrive. Everyone looked at us then Nate spoke up "It was Milan's fault we were late, he was being difficult"
"I was not..." I mumbled too low for anyone to hear me. I glared at Tyler but the remembered that I was no better, if not worse. Shawn walked over to Tyler. I could hear their conversation from where I was standing
"Addi is upset, what did you do to her?" Shawn asked Tyler. Brad walked over and seperated the two
|The bruins||as Themselves|
|Who ever you want||as Addi|