Sides of Our Society Poem Book 1

A Bad Feeling

Chapter 3 - Bad Feeling

I really have a bad feeling

A feeling a cannot bare

A feeling that takes over me

A feeling that makes me scared

When your hating whats inside yourself

And you look at your outside with disgust

You look in the mirror with dread in your eyes

With one quick thrust

Your heart can to bust

But no, time and time again

You have yourself chickening out

There's always this feeling

A feeling of doubt

When you think about ending your life

You think about, no pain in sight

You want everything to be over

And be as lucky as a clover

But STOP right there, your mind tells you

You realize what you were about to do

You drop that knife

And look into your eyes

And that is it,

You realized.

I need this knife

Because the next time i will take my life.

You look at your broken figure.

And say just one more time.

By now you can't take back what you have done.

So this is where the cycle, begun.

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I like this one actually, and no this is not how I feel. I wrote this for the people out there who feel like this. I wanted to figure out what you guys were going through.