Soulful Angel(On Hold)

iv decided to devote most of my time to this book, i will be writing the other books also. plus, my friend, traci is going to help me with this and will most likely write the next chapter.

anyways!:P i hope you guys like this chapter, i was half tired when i wrote it and im sorry for the mistakes because i dont like editing, i think its a waste of time and suuuuuuppperrrr boring!

sorry guys:/

i promise that after i finish with the book that i will go back and edit it, but other than that im not going to do it during the writing of it.

meeerrrp!0.o

you know that i love all of you and that this is one of my favorite sites, hahaa:P

okay...im gonna start typring now..

may the story...BEGIN.

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(dont start the song yet!)

i currently sat in my chair, staring down at my desk in utter bordem, this class could not possibly get any worse. i'd rather bang my head repeatdly against the wall. lovely. oh, the generosity of trigonomotry. how i adored its wonders. honestly, im still waiting for the day when i use: 3x-4 x 7y=18.

my mind was still fixed on angels, i had devoted myself to learning anything and everything about them.

i tried my best to distance myself from Jev. everytime he tried to approach me, i simply acted like i was disinterested, talking with a friend or i just ran away. i know. im a coward. you dont have to remind me.

its just that ever since my dream (more like nightmare) occurred, i couldnt ever shake it out of my head and it was driving me insane.

i was questionin wheather or not to believe in angels. you know? the big, winged, human looking people? i have to admit though--what ever happened to them looking like oversized babies with chubby cheeks, wearing diapers and carrying around arrows to shoot people with? 

wait? that was cupid, wasnt it?

it doesnt matter, i think i liked him better then the others.

i was clearly losing my mind, obviously.

"ms.aiken!" my head snapped up at the sound of my name.

i glanced at the teacher lamely as he came to stand in front of me. i always had problems with this teacher. i mean, seriously? what the hell did i ever do to the bastard?

"the board. whats the answer?" he gestured to the front of the classroom

fuck. you have really got to be kidding me. what did i ever do to deserve this? honestly! i would really like to know so i could at least try and fix it. i didnt bother glancing at the problem, i wasnt in the mood to care.

"blah, blah, blah." i muttere under my breath, irritated.

"what was the again? im sorry. i didnt hear you." his voice was taunting and filled with arrogance.

that was it.

i slammed my palms down on the desk and stood up to face him. i clearly didnt give a damn as to what i was about to do. i spoke slowly, intentionally, making sure that he heard every word.

"you know what? i honestly dont know and dont care. maybe you should try leaving me the hell alone because bugging me isnt going to get you anywhere." i said to sweetly

without being dissmissed i grabbed my stuff and left. i could hear the teacher (whatever his name was) calling after me. i didnt bother turning around, it would be a waste of my time.

(start that song!)

i was mad. mad at the person who murdered my parents. mad at the world for giving me this life. mad at my dreams for haunting me every night. lets get one thing straight. i was mad at everyone and anything.

i could hear the pounding of footsteps following from behind me, i didnt turn around. i broke into a run and took off toward my car.

"drake! wait!" the male voice called out to me

i knew that voice anywhere, i didnt want to talk to him either. i was afriad to face the fact that angels were real. i was never the religious type.

i was afraid to face him.

what if i just blurted everything out and he looked at me crazy? i just couldnt find the courage to face him.

"drake!" he called out again.