“Thanks... But every good thing ends in tears, pain, misery, and sorrow. It makes us wonder whether it is worth in in the first place... Yet we all still follow it. Love just simply means heartache and misery when its over. Nothing good comes from it. True love doesn’t exist”
Like An Ocean
“Like an ocean with no water, it seems as if I have lost something that is vital to my existence. I have lost part of myself. My heart is in a billion pieces, my mind in chaos. Depression slowly enfolds the sorrowful folds of my mind. I yearn to be able to smile, to laugh, to be truly happy but I know that will never come. We all are stuck in this piece of shit world, some trying to get out, others longing to stay in. No one will ever find peace, love, or happiness. They simply don’t exist”
“Everyone pretends to be my friend and says “it will get better” will it? I doubt it. Every doctor says i’m beyond help... every therapist says i have to do it myself but i don’t know how to fix it... i’m helpless”
As I Sit
“As I sit here,I realize how much I miss her... the feeling of her fingers between mine, her gentle touch, her eyes... but mainly her. I gave her my heart. In the end she broke into millions of pieces... yet I still miss her. She means everything to me.I would do anything for her to care again.”
No One Cares
“I always wanna be your best...
I always wanna be your number 1...
U said that I'm your number 1...
But now, you said I'm not...
I've tried so hard to be your best...
Did someone appreciate it?
I guess not...”
You Never Loved Me
“You call yourself lover..
Thats a Lie..
After all the times you made me cry..
Your love was fake..
Wow im late..
Found that out when we started to date..
I wanted it to be true..
But thats to much to ask of you...
Since you're only corey..
Is it the end of this love story?”
“You did almost everything right.
you've told me that I was great.
you've told me that I was smart.
you've told me that I was kind.
you've told me that I was sweet.
But there’s just one thing missing.
You've never told me I love you.
I waited for so long to hear you say those words.
I needed you to say those words.
And now that I know that you don't feel the same I have to go so very far away.
I Realized we were not meant to be.
That you were just playing a trick on me.
and I fell for it how stupid could I be.
But not any more because I am going to lock up my heart and throw the key away.”
“You broke my heart
Crushed my soul
You ripped me apart
Leaving an empty hole
You brought me to tears
Many times a day
I have tried over the years
To let you fade away
In my mind
You seem to stay
But I want to leave you behind
Which I will do some day
But for now your stuck here
Deep inside my heart
The one you caused fear
The one you ripped apart”
“Falling for you was a bad mistake
I gave you my heart but not for you to break
But breaking my heart was exactly what you did
I gave you everything you wanted including this kid
But now it’s not yours, at least that’s what you tell everyone
Pinning a baby on you, hell I’m not that dumb
Dumb enough to fall for someone like you
Yeah I’ll admit, that part is true
How could you fix your mouth to say you love me
When what you was wanted out the streets
I treated you right, you treated me like shit
Those good and bad memories, I could never forget
No more sitting in my room crying
Because of your cheating, your deceit, your lying
All you put me through just made me stronger
I had to go couldn’t stay with you any longer
Out of all of the fighting all of the stressing
The only thing you’re good for is my lil blessing
And I thank you for that I wouldn’t trade it for the world
She’s my heart, my soul, she’s my lil girl
I just can’t believe the shit I fell for
Like at 3 in the morning and you were just walking through the door
Saying you were with your boys but I know that was a lie
Laying in your bed waiting for you, I was so dumb…WHY??
Now because of you no n****has a chance
To even come at me with that fake romance
You put a hole in my heart that might never heal
Well maybe not now but one day it will
Again thank you for my joy growing inside of me
I‘m glad it’s over because now I can finally breathe!!!!”