I lye there crying, crying seemed to be the only thing I could do right now. My heart heart so bad. The pain the loss. Why? I asked myself over and over again. Why? Why? Why? He said he loved me, And I believed him. How stupid am I? I should have known better than to trust him! But it was hard, we had been together for five years until he found someone better! I was just his toy! His stupid toy! I turned my pillow over so that I had a dry side to sleep on if I fell asleep. I sniffled, and wiped the tears from my eyes. I pulled the blankets over my ice cold body. What's wrong with me? Why did he pick her over me? I turned and looked at the clock.
"I have work in four hours." I said to myself. - and yes I talk to myself. Doesn't every body?!- I lyed in bed for awhile until I decided to get up. I grabbed my work cloths and a clean towel and hoped into the shower. The hot water relaxed my muscles and soothed my body. I slowly turned the knob sideways turning the shower off. I grabbed my towel and dried off. I got dressed and wiped the mirror off with my sleeve. I put a little eye liner on and dabbed some blush on my cheeks. "Crap!" I said, just now noticing how puffy and red my eyes were from crying. I dabbed so concealer under my eyes to make them look some what normal. I walked out of the bathroom and into the kitchen grabbing a bowl from the cupboard. I got my cereal and poured my milk. Captain crunch. My favorite. I took big spoon fulls, shoving every bite in my mouth never missing. I slurped my milk and set my bowl in the sink. I grabbed my coat and headed out the door. I walked over to my car opening the door and shoving the key in the ignition, roaring it to life. I pulled out of the drive way and drove down the road. I looked at the clock "Crap! I'm going to be late!" I stepped on the gas, bye passing every car in front of me.
I pulled into the parking lot jumping out of my car, almost forgetting to turn it off. I rushed into the empty movie store and punched in.
"Your late again." A familiar voice said. I turned around to see my boss standing behind me.
"Hey Derek." I said faking a smile.
"You ok?" He asked with a curious expression plastered on his face. He stepped forward, placing both his hands on either side of my shoulders.
"Yeah I'm fine, I just.....kinda....broke up with my boy friend, that's all."
"That's all? I'm so sorry Bethany. If you ever need some company you know I'm here for you." He said, his hands slipping down my arms and grabbing my hands.
"Thanks." I could barley speak as the tears pricked my eyes threatening to spill over. Derek pulled me into a tight hug as the first customer walked in. Derek didn't seem to notice so I had to push him away. I turned to look at the customer. "May I help- OHMYGOSH!! YOUR LOUIS TOMLINSON FROM ONE DIRECTION!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm your biggest fan. Can I have an autograph?!?" Louis smiled his cheeky smile and pulled a marker out from his back pocket. Does he carry one with him every where he goes?
"Sure thing love. Um are you ok?" He gave me a questioning look as I began to cry.
"Yeah I just had allot of stuff happen and I was so depressed and now I'm meeting you and I,I,I, feel so h- happy." I managed to get out.
"Oh I'm so sorry love." Louis' face dropped from its amazing smile to a frown.
"Don't be sorry I just over reacted its fine." I whispered, wiping a tear from my eye. Louis grabbed my hand a gave it a sympathetic squeeze.
"Um Louis you might want to plug your ears." I warned. He laughed but did as I said. "AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" I couldn't hold back the fangirl inside me. As I screamed I did the whole pat the dog and screw the light bulb dance then spun around in circles. "I CANT BELIEVE THAT LOUIS TOMLINSON JUST TOUCHED MY HAND!!!!!!!" I stopped screaming and turned back to face Louis.
"You done?" Louis asked trying to hold back a laugh but failing miserably. A huge smile covered my face as I shook my head up and down. "So um how about that autograph?" I rolled my sleeve up and gave him my arm. "Ok then, so who do I make it out to?"
"Um..... oh, my names Bethany." Louis finished scribbling on my arm and put the marker away. "There, ya go love."
"Thanks. " I managed to calm myself just enough to thank him. "So do you need any help? "
"Um, yes, actually I do. Um, can you help me find a scary film?" I lead him over to the horror section and left him to look for his movie. I walked to the back of the Store and slid behind the cash register. I smiled as I read over my arm.
|Zayn Malik||as himself|
|Niall Horan||as himself|
|Harry Styles||as himself|
|Louis Tomlinson||as himself|
|Liam Payne||as himself|
|Ian Hecox||as Jace|