That Ballah Love: Down For My Ballah

Chapter 31 - Don't Make It Home

( if you couldn't see chap 30 check before 29..wattpad rearranged them. Thank you and enjoy :)

Gucci P.O.V ***

Honestly its been 2 days and Cash isn't talking to me..the girls are barely talking to me and they gave me a nickname " the grinch " -.- I guess my mood didn't only hurt her and Gia it hurt everyone in the house.

" Dada " Gia climbs into the bed with me.  I opened my eyes and loked at her. She had her sad face on and she really hadn't been talking to me either. That really hurt me.

" Im sorry again, babygirl " I say pulling her to me. She laid her head down next to me. " I love you, you forgive daddy ? " She nods her head making me smile.

" I love you, dada " She tells me. I gave her a kiss on her cheek before looking up as Cash entered the room.

" You need to get dressed. We have to get to the church in the next hour " She says heading to the bathroom..Today was Cam's funeral and I needed to be there for my cousin..Cash and make sure they knew I had their back.

" Okay " I yell. " I got to get dressed babygirl. Go watch TV "

" Kay daddy " She got up running across my bed then I helpped her down and she took off to find her aunts and sister. I slid out of the bed and went to the closet were Cash was zipping up her black dress. " Cas- " Before I could finished she grabbed her shoes and walked out past me..I sighed..if she acting like this with me over our little arguement..I can't tell her something as serious as unfaithful ness...She wouldn't forgive me.

I grabbed my black wear and headed to the bathroom and took a 10 minute showeer.  I quickly got cleaned up and ready to go when I got out I brushed my teeth and fixed my head and face before getting dressed. I had on black slacks. Black Stacy adams and My black Gucci button down dress shirt. I slide on my black cross chain and my Rolex before spraying on cologne.

After I was satisfied I came back out to see Cash bent over rubbing lotion on her legs. Her ass looked good as hell in the blacck dress she was wearing and Black christian Louboutins.

She stood up and turned rolling her eyes at me. " Im sorry...I shouldn't have yelled at you and you were right " I say stepping to her.

" I don't care about that..you said im not the best mother...the fuck that means? I was the best mother since before I was a mother so fuck what you and anybody else thinks. Im raising your sisters, mines, and our daughter and im not the best mother? Fuck you " She tells me. I nod my head feeling like shit..I didn't even remember saying that..but I probably did..I took some heavy codine that night and doped up trying to ease my mind.

" I apolgize seriously..that shouldn't have ever came out my mouth..you are the best mother...in the world. I wish I was as good as a father as you are mother. That was disrespectful as fuck, and I see that. I talked to Gia..I told her sorry and im sorry to you too, even if you don't forgive me right now let me be there for you right now with your grieving from loosing one of your friends " I tell her coming closer to her. She didn't say anything and I pulled her into me for a hug " Im sorry, Cashmere " She flinched some confusing me.

" Whatever..lets get out of here " She stepped away and started to tell the girls bye. We weren't bringing them to the funeral...their just too young to be exposed to this right now and all the crying and dark emotions isn't something Cash wants them to witness at their young age. And I completely under where shes coming from.

" Bye dada " Gia waved as we headed out the door.

" Bye babygirl " I say getting into the driver side of my Bentley. Cash settled into her seat and the girls locked the door. The drive was a bit quiet as cash squirmed in her seat.