I acted sweetly, like I didn't care
I ignored everyone who shot me offensive glares
I tried to keep up with everyone because I was left behind
I weakly managed to stabilize my spinning mind
I never had courage, I only had fear
I never had intelligence, everything seemed so unclear
I was never glorified, I was only put down
I tried my best to smile, hiding my frown
All of those times that I stood steady and tall
All those time I never cared if I fall
Those times are over and have changed
Making me a broken person, foolish and strange
I could never act strongly in front of everyone anymore
I have no one to trust, admire and implore
If only they could see the pain I try to hide
Maybe I can lessen the tears I cry on my pillow every night
