Breaking The Silence[Re-writing]

Authoirs note will be at the end of the chapter

Just to say i dont proof read so sorry 4 the mistakes O_o

The locket >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

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                                               Noahs POV

We walked up the stairs as I drifted to my thoughts. Thinking about death, and life.

Everything and everyone in this world will die one day. Happy or sad, old or young. It will happen, fate happens. So whats the point in living then? Whats the point if one day your just going to be buried in the ground?

My mum shouldn't of saved me that day, if she hadn't then maybe she would be alive, happy, with a kid who isn't a disapointment like me. Its my fault they died that day.

Every night i think about them, and every night i feel guilty. Why? because its my fault there dead now, its my fault. I remember everything about that day. We went out, to the park i think. After a while we went back in the car, heading home. I started crying, my mum was in the front, but told my dad to stop so she could sit with me in the back. We pulled over and my mum got in the back with me, i didnt stop crying though. Dad started driving again, my mum was quietly singing to me but I just wouldnt shut up. Thats when it happened. I cried harder and my dad turned around, not paying attention to the road but to me. When he next turned round the other car was coming our way. He was to late to stop it...........

"Hey, Noah?" Aria whispered bringing me out of my thoughts. I looked at her, both of us were stood outside my room. I turned to the door, opening it. She walked in silently, studying the dark, black and blue room. She gazed at the posters on the wall, stared at the many books on my shelf and looked on my desk as i sat down on my bed, watching her.

She picked up the only thing left of my parents. The locket, the locket my mum was wearing just before she died. The only thing I have left of her. She studied the locked, looking at the exterior, it was a simple heart shape with swirls of pattern on it. I remembered my parents faces.

My mums long brown hair and aqua eyes I inherited. My dads black/brownish and green/hazel eyes. I sighed I thought of them so much even though it was such a long time ago. A tear dropped down my face, as much as i though about them i never cried, not since i was a baby, so why was the locket effecting me to much now.

Aria walked up to me with the locket in her hand, sitting on the end of my bed. "you've got your mums eyes and dads hair.........kinda" she smiled letting out a small sigh. "what happened to them?" she asked out of curiousity, my whole body froze. I never spoke about anything, never mind my parents but there was so much I wanted to tell someone about, I opened my mouth to say something, when I stopped myself, I couldnt just tell a random girl who's been here a few days. I dont know anything about her so she shouldn't need to know anything about me.

"sorry i shouldn't of ask-"

I cut her off "Both my parents died in a car crash when i was a baby" i felt a bit of relief, but looked down, I wasnt going to cry.

"i'm so sorry Noah" she whispered so quietly i could hardly hear what she said. She moved closer to me giving me a ............ hug?

I let her hug me but didn't bother hugging her back , she didnt really care about how I felt. No one does, the kids here all pretty much hate me and the workers get paid to care.

                                                                 ARIAS POV

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sorry i shouldn't of ask-" I started.

He cut me off "Both my parents died in a car crash when i was a baby"