Under His Skin (BOYxBOY)

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*Kayden's Pov*

"It's so good to have you home," James murmured as he sat next to me on the couch. Wrapping an arm around me, I rested my head on his shoulder and sighed.

"Sorry I took drugs,"

"Hey it's not your fault," he assured me. "I shouldn't have scared you off in the 1st place,"

"Yeah but you only did that because I lied to you and went to Daniel,"

"And you only did that to protect me," he said. "Which was pretty stupid by the way,"

"Get lost," I mumbled.

He rolled his eyes and kissed my forehead. I closed my eyes, feeling myself drift off but only a few minutes later the doorbell rung.

"Ugh, tell them we're dead."

"No it's someone important," he chuckled as he stood up.

"What? Who's more important than me?"

"The guy who made coffee,"

"You have a point,"

"I'll be back in a second," he smiled before walking off towards the front door. I laid back against the couch, wondering who it was. If it was someone important, why hadn't he mentioned it before?

It'd be awkward if it was Daniel.

Or his brother.

Or his parents.

Shit, that would be bad.

"Kayden,"

I shot up, my eyes jumping wide open. No, no, no! Why would he do this to me?! He knew how much I hated her! He knew what she'd done to me!

Mom stared at me. She was smiling but she looked kinda nervous. "Hi Kayden,"

"I'm leaving," I said immediatley. But as I tried to stand up, James gently pushed me back down on the couch and wrapped an arm around me. "James get the fuck off me!"

"No. Doctor said you had to take it easy," he murmured and kissed my cheek. "Anyways, I think we all need to have a little talk."

"NO!"

"Kayden," Mom moved towards me but I pushed myself further into James.

"Stay the fuck away from me! You let him hurt me!"

"Kayden it wasn't like that!"

"You let him fucking hurt me! I hate you so much!"

All the pain was coming back to me. I remembered everything. All the rapes, all the abuse. All the times I was sold to random guys who would do nothing but use and abuse me. The ammount of times I screamed for her, the ammount of times I cried and begged her to stop him.

And all she ever did was look the other way.

"Kayden," she said quietly. "I'm so sorry....I can explain,"

"No! Just fuck OFF!"

"Kayden! Stop it!!" James snapped, and that shut me up. I suddenly felt...unsafe. Like he was just as capable of hurting me as Daniel was.

So I stopped talking, scared that he would hurt me.

"Kayden I love you so much but you can't talk to people that way,"

"You're not my Dad,"

"And I'm not trying to be. I'm just trying to calm you down before-"

"Please don't let her take me home,"

"What?"

I suddenly switched off all the fear and terror I had inside me, and I wrapped my arms around James. I held onto him tighter than I'd ever held onto anything before. I couldn't lose him, or leave him, or let anyone take me back.

"James I promise I wont run off and get drunk and take drugs ever again," I whimpered. "I promise I'll be good. Just don't let them take me back,"

"I'm not taking you home Kayden," Mom said softly. "I am never taking you back to that man again. I promise that he will never hurt you. I promise that you're safe. I promise that you're going to stay here with James. I just need to talk to you. Is that ok?"

Squeezing onto James' hand, I nodded.

"Kayden i need to leave you two alone," he said quietly. "I'll just be in the kitchen, attempting to make you some actually good coffee considering mine is horrible."

I wanted to laugh, but all that came out was a nod.

"I'll be back soon," he said gently; kissing my lips before he headed out of the room.

Feeling a little insecure, I wrapped my arms around my legs and rested my head on my knees. I didn't like this. And I didn't like it when Mom sat down right next to me. I really didn't like that.

"Kayden," she said quietly. "I'm so sorry,"

"Ok,"

"No," she murmured. "Yes, I'm sorry for what I let him do to you. But I'm so sorry for what I'm about to do,"