This was inspired by All Time Lows song... so I don't own the first paragraph :)
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Maybe it's not my weekend,
It's never gonna be my year,
I am going crazy,
I'm stuck in here.
Maybe it's just not my day,
Maybe it'll never be,
But I am so unhappy,
I need set free.
So what if I never live,
What if I never smile,
No one would even care,
Cause I'm not worthwhile.
But what if things changed,
What if it wasn't like this,
What if I could smile,
My life would be bliss.
But that could never happen,
My life will never be changed,
I'll be stuck her forever,
Slowly getting deranged.