A night with Mr. Arrogant

Chapter 40

Overview: This chapter will be a little dramatic. Nina's sorrow after the lost and more drama





Quote for this Chap : 
Being a real man, doesn't mean you fuck 100 girls. Being a real man means... you fight for 1 girl, even when 99 others are chasing you. 













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How long has it been since the last time I had fun? It’s been almost two weeks of grieve. I’ve been sulking about my lost of our baby. I felt like I was at fault .. from time to time I blame my self for the lost








I couldn’t even look at Iñigo straight in the eyes. I felt like it was such a burden he was carrying .. and I couldn’t even amend to it and say it’ll be alright cuz honestly, Its not even alright. We’re not alright







“Nina? I’ve heard na hospital ka daw?”







I looked up and saw Jesse with a concern look on her face

“Yeah” I said softly





“Matamlay ka nga ‘til now eh, Ano bang sakit mo at sinugod ka talaga?”





I stopped dead on my tracks after hearing her question. What am I going to say anyway?










Hey, two weeks ago .. I thought I was pregnant but the next day I lost the baby and needed to undergo an operation. And now, here I am trying to live my life like nothing happened how awesome could that be?







“Nina? Are you okay?”







I am not okay. I’ll never be okay





and the next thing I knew I felt my knees becoming weak as tears completely cascade down my cheeks. I cried .. while Jesse approached me and stayed there with me for awhile















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How long was the last time I slept this peaceful? How long has it been since I had a good nap in the middle of the night. I stirred up from my bed and reach for my phone in the nightstand. I saw 8 missed calls from Iñigo and various text message from work








I crawled out of bed and began to walk to the window as  the rain was lashing against the window. I noticed the sky was so dark although its only early afternoon.








The clouds are almost dark and menacing but the rain does not scare me. It was weird that it was raining in the middle of summer. The irony.










 There are those few glimmers of light when you realize just how beautiful the city is, but when the rain comes, it has been forgotten for awhile.

 

I sigh.

I haven't seen Iñigo for a few days. Maybe he's doing the only decent thing ever and giving me space, or maybe I went to far and that we ended up like this












Four afternoons ago ..








“Why are you ignoring me?”
I frown and denied “I’m not ignoring you!”







The moment I started walking away from him,He grabbed my arm to whirl me around so that I was now facing him








“How many times would I say that those wallposts from women on Facebook are nothing”





“Hah! Really? Well, enlighten me why have I read a flirty response from you afterwards?”








“Where the heck are you pointing out?”





“Well, isn’t it obvious?” I raised my right brow at him as I saw his jaw tighten. The sight of his anger before me is something new to me.








“You know what.. Nina—Pagod ka lang, pagod din ako. These days have been rough for us, maybe we should just give it a break”







“Right. Break, tama nga yan..  maybe we should go on our separate ways. Break na kung break”









“What?!” His eyes were now wide open
“That’s not what I mean when—“  he said as he attempted to approach me but I took few steps backwards and glared at him ..









“Good day, Iñigo” before slamming the door to his face










I guess we have a weird warped relationship I suppose the man I hate sometimes is also the man I love. Oh the irony