For those of you waiting for updates on other stories I keep on getting set back because of the fact that more people ask for requests on this story so I'm often stuck with uneven typing hours. I apologize for the waiting.
I was acting too dramatic and it was all because of him. Ever since I had met him I've been different and it's been driving me insane in my sub conscious mind. But then the question stirs that why do I act so differently around this damn demon. Why, why, why? Why?!
Coy, a tease, a love sick demon. But then there was the ever so protective side to him, the power, the swiftness to his actions, he did everything so perfectly. I think he's too perfect all the time, my thoughts always drift to him somehow.
What is wrong with me?
Sebastian looked to me composure regained. Dammit. dammit, dammit, dammit.
"Wha-Why are you too perfect?! Why can't I slap you?" Sluggishly I brought my fist to a stance but I didn't bother to try hit him. I can't, what is wrong with me, honestly?
Promptly in line I brought my hand back to my side and released the black clad butler's tie and snarled at him.
"It makes me angry, the fact you're too perfect. It annoys me more that someone as perfect as you bothers to try and even 'woo' me. Go take some other demon who's just as perfect as you are, Sebastian Michaelis. I'm tired of our little games, if you want to know the truth." I spat at him snark.
Something inside of me just desided to snap, I guess underneath I was a balloon. With every taunt Sebastian gave me it only inflamed me more and more until I popped.
I turned wanting to storm out of the room with somewhat of my dignity intact. I didn't bother to look at the demon's face.
I didn't care if I had taken things to far with him, I didn't care at all. I didn't right? I shouldn't give a rat's ass. He drove me to this, this frivolous ranting of mine.
"You know, Kaoru," I had barely turned when suddenly I was pinned to the wall from behind like a specimen with a needle. "when you do things like this it only makes my hunger for you stronger." I could feel Sebastian's breath linger down my neck and collar bone.
My hands were held by his to the wall and my legs entwined with Sebastian's. My ears turned pink as he smirked next to my ear with what I almost felt to be anger or at least fairly close to it.
I frowned slightly due to my position, I didn't like the feeling of him having complete control over the entire situation. He could do anything he so desired to me.
"Sebast-mph." I bit my tongue as I felt sudden pressure on my ear and a tongue as well. He nibbled on my ear causing me to seal my eyes shut and tensed up. He noticed my reaction and I could feel him smirk, I could just feel it.
"P-pervert..." I managed with red ears and pink face as well.
Maybe I could take some control in this situation, but then again, that could only just fuel his ego and whatever feelings of anger he has now. I don't know what to do in a situation like this. Go along with this or fight.
"You don't struggle, Kaoru. Something the matter or are you simply coming to realization of your feelings for me?" He smugly remarked in my ear with a purring whisper.
"Tsk, as if Sebastian. I'm not bothering to waste energy because of the fact we play this game all the time. I bore of it." I tried my best to hold in any fear or doubt in my voice. I did a fairly decent job of sounding bored.
He chuckled, of course.
"Oh? You seem very sure of yourself in such a power taken position. If you bore of these games then I can drive this even farther. You know I don't mind at all." His knee snaked closer up my thigh. That was a very bad decision of dialouge. Maybe I should've just closed up and kept quiet.
I did my best not to blush but only turned slightly more pink with a scowl. That too only just fueled him.
"Please stop..." I muttered under my breath helplessly.
For once I actually felt... Kind of scared in a sense. I was scared of Sebastian, him being in control. He's not listening to me, I'm scared.
It's like he's drunk with power. That's the feeling I'm getting from him, he has complete power over me right now. He knows it and he knows I know it as well.
I know I started this and everything, being the immature child I am but still. It's strange how fear just struck me all of a sudden. It just snapped in my head, that feels like something only a human could do. A demon, I'm not sure if that's disgraceful or just purely unnatural.
|Kaoru||as The now free demon and interest to Sebastian|
|Sebastian Michaelis||as The Earl of Phantomhive's butler|
|Ciel Phantomhive||as The Earl of Phantomhive|
|Meyrin||as The clumsy maid|
|Finnian||as The baby like gardener|
|Barldroy||as The explosive chef|
|Angela||as The interesting 'angelic' maid|
|Lord Barrymore||as The lord of Houndsworth|