Kiss My Eyes and Lay Me to Sleep

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 I changed the picture of Sapphire so just imagine her with deep blue eyes!) 

"NO!" I screamed as I bolted upright. 

I couldn't seem to catch my breath as I looked around at my surroundings as my heartbeat began to slow. 

My clothes stuck to me like a second skin and sweat dripped down my forehead. I let my head fall forward into my damp hands as my breathing evened. Another dream. The same dream that I have had dozens of times in the last month.

The dreams always involved me and my mother in the kitchen. Just talking and laughing as usual, until towards the end of the dream. I knew what was coming each time but it was if I had no control over myself. No control over the part of myself that I kept locked tightly away inside of me. Mother would then get up and walk over to the sink to wash the dishes while I slowly felt my control slipping. Then I would rise to tower over my tiny mother as she carried on with the dishes, not sensing the danger behind her. She then turned, opening her mouth to speak, and suddenly drops the glass plate onto the tile floor. The plate lands with a loud shatter as my mother covers her mouth, her eyes wide with fear.

I can only imagine what she is seeing. Me, towering over her with a sadistic snarl on my lips, my hair thicker and darker, while the most noticeable feature stands out over the rest. Four large canines stand sharply out of my gums, the top two canines almost touching my lower lip while a low growl rips from my throat. Lighting fast I pin my mother against the cupboards while my hand curls around her neck in a death grip. She gasps for air and I let out a cruel laugh at her struggling.

"Pitiful human." I feel myself snarl as I pull back her throat for full exposure to my hungry gaze. 

My mothers whimpers and cries of fear have no effect on me as I stare down at her. Finally I lunge towards her jugular.

Then I awake. I sighed and pulled my head from my hands. It was only a dream Sapphire, I think to myself as I swing my feet over the side of my bed. My eyes move to the clock on my nightstand to read out 5:35 a.m.

"Well might as well get ready for school." I murmured to myself.

I stretched out my tall five foot eleven body and padded across the cool floor to my bathroom. As I turned on the steaming hot shower water I tried to think of anything else that would get my mind off of my current nightmares. I sighed in frustration and stepped into the shower. The hot jets of the shower head kneaded my tense back muscles and I relaxed slightly and thought of other dreams. Suddenly an unwanted blush stained my cheeks. Not all of my dreams have been bad the past month.

The shower seemed to rise in degrees as I thought of my other dreams. As I reached for my shampoo I couldn't help but to remember the exact details of those dreams , involving three men whose faces I never manged to see. Each of them sounded alike except different....... if that really makes sense. Oh whatever it makes sense if you don' think about it, I thought laughing slightly. In my dreams the three men would always whisper sweet nothings into my ears and caress my body. The animal in me stirred at the thought of the men and I had to take a deep breath and calm her while gripping the shower rail.

Once she settled I allowed myself to keep remembering. The men were gentle with their caresses but sometimes rougher if they preferred. The thing is about these men, they knew my secret. They each knew about the animal I kept locked away inside of me and they wanted me to embrace her. I shuddered at the thought and took a deep breath.

"There just dreams ,Sapphire. Its not like these three fantasy guys that my mind has conjured up exist"I murmured laughingly to myself.

Oh but I wish they did! Their voices were deep and smooth yet distinct. Oh and their large strong hands were-

"Sapphire! Get out of there! You've been in there for thirty minutes! We're gonna be late for school!" One of my older brothers,Luke, yelled.

My eyes widened and I screeched as I hurriedly shut the now cool water off and wrapped a huge fluffy white towel around my body. Water dropped out of my thick golden hair and slid down my body. I flung the door open, trying to remember my strength, and ran past Luke's tall six foot seven frame.