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Chapter 1
The Gate to heaven was locked, I found another way in
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"Ha-ha, Heaven's gates are locked.. well not for long" he laughed as the rest of them joined in the laughter
"please Josh your drunk, you don't know what your doing"
"No no I feel like I've died and gone to Heaven... I know exactly what I'm doing, now let me in" he yelled as he pushed me roughly against a wall, tears filling my eyes in the process as his friends cheered him on
"P-please" I sobbed as he positioned himself between my thighs and a pain so intense, so strong, so unforgetable cursed through my veins and....
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"Heaven, wake up honey your gonna be late to your first day of school" I heard my mum call from down stairs
My eyes pryed open, happy to be out of the nightmare that I relive every night, every night since it happened.
I got up of my double bed and walked into my ensuite bathroom to take a shower, when I finished I got dressed in black Hollister and co. super skinny jeans, a deep purple tank top and my new $500 leather jacket that reaches the middle of my waist. I put on black Chanel pumps, packed my bag and walked down stairs to drive to my new school.
"By the way mum" I began with a monotone as I was leaving the house "I told you I want you to call me Paige" with that I left the house.
My name was Heaven Paige Johns, my life was exactly as my name suggests. I had a mum and dad who were hardly ever home but loved me to death nonetheless, we were rich; I was smart, I had friends, I was popular; but not like the way you know, I mean I had the wavy blonde hair, the deep blue eyes the perfect cheek bones, a models body and the evenly tonned soft skin - except I was a good girl. I didn't drink the alcohol (that night was my first), I didn't do drugs, I was a virgin (until that night), and...
I had a boyfriend.
Josh Murphy.
He is the reason I do not want to be called Heaven, he is the reason my life is everything but Heaven but instead it is the nightmare I live through everyday. He is the reason I am withdrawn from my parents; breaking my mum's heart everyday ( I never told anyone what happened that night). I'm still rich but I don't care. He is the reason I moved schools and I'm not interested in making friends. He is the reason I feel worthless, stupid and ugly everytime I look in the mirror, the reason I dyed my hair black - to blend in.
Josh Murphy is the reason I contemplate suicide everyday.
Today was the beginning of life at my new school, I was a different person now I'm not that nice girl anymore... that night it changed me. It changed me for good.
My name is Paige Johns and these are the memoirs of a Fallen Angel...
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