Imagine for Christina <3
Justin: "Christina I.."
Me: "don't you dare so that your sorry. No. Not this time. I'm sorry Justin but you cheating all the times isn't going to work"
Justin's face fell deeper and deeper and deeper.. His eyes turned watery and tears slipped like a waterfall. His breathing became heavy and it looked as if he was about to collapse.
Justin: "please don't leave me"
I scoffed and walked past him. I walked slowly to the bedroom we once shared. I didn't feel in the need for doing everything fast. I don't have the energy for it. Justin took my hand but I pulled away harshly and kept walking. Once I got to our bedroom I slowly packed. And when I mean slow I mean very very slow. Justin kept getting in my way but I would just shove him out the way. Once I had finished I checked every draw and checked all around the room if there is anything missing. Thankfully I had everything. I zipped up my suitcase and walked slowly out if the room. I don't see the point in rushing. Justin was beside me trying to talk me out of it. Saying he 'loves' me and he 'cares' about me. Well he don't 'love' or 'care' about me if he's cheated more then once. He's not stopping me this time.. I'm sure he won't.
Justin: "don't ignore me. Please just stop. I..I won't do it ever.."
I stopped dead in my tracks and turned to face Justin furiously. Anger boiled inside me and I swear my face was red. And then.. I just exploded.
Me: "YOU SAY THAT EVERY FUCKING TIME JUSTIN DREW BIEBER! YOU DON'T LOVE ME! I THOUGHT YOU DID! BUT I THOUGHT WRONG!! EVERYONE WAS FUCKING RIGHT ABOUT YOU!! YOU ARE A HEARTBREAKER AND A FUCKING ASSHOLE!! I HATE YOU BIEBER"!!!
I slapped him across the face and his head tilted to the side. I felt more anger in me. I held the suitcase handle in my hand tighter and turned on my heel and started walking faster. I could hear his pleads following me and his footsteps close behind. But I blocked out everything. I just want to get out of here. Before I could walk down the stairs I was pulled back and I landed on the floor softly. Justin put both of my hands beside my head while his hands had a grip on my arms.
Justin: "NO! YOU CAN'T LEAVE.."
Me: "WATCH ME"!
I tried to push him off but he wouldn't budge. He is far too strong. I have up but tilted my head to the side so I didn't have to look at him.
Justin: "I'm sorry. It's kinda addicting to cheat if you know what I mean"
Me: "what? It's addicting to break a girls heart? How could you say something like that"?
Justin: "I..I didn't mean for everything to end up like.."
Me: "actions have consequences. I guess I made the wrong decision being with you"
Justin: "no. No no no don't say that Chrissy. Don't you dare say.."
Me: "I can say what I want and you can't stop me. My mouth. Not yours"
Justin: "yeah I know that. Don't leave me. Please"
Me: "YOU FUCKING CHEATED JUSTIN!!! HOW CAN YOU EXPECT ME TO STAY"?!
Justin: "BECAUSE I LOVE YOU"!
Me: "YOU HAVE A GOD DAMN GOOD WAY IN SHOWING IT"!
Justin: "listen. I'll make it up to you. I'll do anything for you to stay. I swear"
Me: "anything huh? So if I told you to jump off a bridge then would you.."
Justin: "yes. Yes I would"
Me: "of course you would. You don't love me. You used me as a toy Justin. Sorry but you can't just drop me whenever you feel like it and pick me back up. I thought you were different rather then all the boys in high school. They were all jerks. And your one of them"
Justin: "no. No I'm not. I had to cheat because.. Because.."
Me: "because you wanted to show that you are a jerk"
Justin: "NO! It's cause the girls I slept with.."
Me: "oh so you fucked them"
Justin: "YES! But they said that they'd say things that you'd say. They said that they'd say that 'you didn't love me' and 'beliebers are ignorant animals'. And maybe more. I did it for you. So that you don't have to go through the hate"
I felt my heart break but then I felt a slight bit of relief in me. He did it for me so that some hoe's wouldn't spread things..? I felt tears fill my eyes.
Justin: "I swear that that's the truth"
I pushed Justin off and sat up. I felt really guilty for what I've done. He did it all for me but.. Why didn't he just say? But then me being the ignorant me would flip out at him and do what I just did. Packed and walked away. He also didn't want to be heartbroken.