this chapter it dedicated to my friend bonnie who helped me with pictures and things for my trailer and cover!!
im im sam short for samantha im 16 years old i go to school im in my final year so then i can get out of this place on move on from this life. i mean im not your average normal teenager i have good friend i have a good family welll we have our problems but so does everyone dont they ??! but the only thing is i have a secret a secret that i like to hide from all my friends a secret no-one can know, i mean some well two friends i trust i trust them with part of my secret but i cant bring my self to tell them eveyrthing that would be liike a death wish in its self !!
i mean im emo i self harm to cut out the pain to hide my emotions to take away the fear the only problem is i cant hide everything forever and i dont just mean self harm or emo i mean the real me ! the one hiding behind the clothes and the fun exciting me. the one that was slowly finding its way into the world to show every body who i really am but i cant have this happen not now not ever. noone has to know not the truth . it would ruin what people think of me how they act around me . it scares me to know people are working thing out . if they knew me if they only knew they wouldnt be my friend they wouldnt talk to me i would be ignored the weirdo the enemy the one no-one will like ...thats me forever...
first chapter hope its ok im not brilliant at writting but what u gonna do about it :)!!