Mute Dreams

It happend again.. He showed up in my dream
, leaving me more confused then before.

Every now and then his brown 'sufer boy" hair cascading down to his ears, breath taking aquamrine blue eyes with specks of hazel and a deep green. His smile always grinning like the unthinkeable happend.. and.

Well there's not much I can say. Thats the most I ever see of him. No matter how much I desperately try, I can't force the rest of his beautiful image into my mind. Each dream was a tease.. foreshadowing that it wouldn't be the last time I saw him. And it wasn't , it never was.

This time he actually spoke, it was muffled but he spoke. "Nathan" he whispered is and husky but confident/calm voice. The name "Nathan" rang inside of my head till he disappeared like always. Leaving me with more confusion, and anticipation than ever.

Who was "Nathan". There's no Nathan at my school. So why is he so wrung out in my mind. Sometimes i'd blank out in class doodling his name and attempt to draw his face. But everytime i tried, I could never get it right. As if I could only remember what he looked like wehn he was in my own presence. I couldn't even draw his eyes, the one thing that keeps me interested in him.

I know it sound strange, your falling for your "dream guys" eyes. But his eyes were just so... different. The hazel reminded me of chocolate bars as sweet as can be. the aquamarine blue was just like the ocean, clear and very relaxing. And the green.. that was the mystery. It was as if, if I could figure out what the green in his eyes were. I'd figure him out.

God I sound Twilight obssed. But need to know who he is.. I need to find Nathan..